Everything was crashing down.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could amor me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she amor me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in amor was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in amor with me
Then, ask o force her to registrarse us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this frozen corazón of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in amor the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away por the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my corazón remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could amor me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she amor me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in amor was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in amor with me
Then, ask o force her to registrarse us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this frozen corazón of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in amor the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away por the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my corazón remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
This story take place after Nessie is born. Zoey has been in the family since The begining of twilight. Although I don't cover anything from the books. Whatever happen to Bella it happen to Zoey accept getting pregant with a half vampire half human baby. Zoey is in amor with Jacob Black but Jake is in amor with Nessie. Alice and Jasper are practically her parents. She fill like the outsider because she is not a vampire, warewolf o like Nessie. The Volturi have dicided that she can be a human, until a día after she turns 17. She has her GED so she doesn't have to go to school.
Ok don't get me wrong I amor the Cullens but take a look at what I would do if I was a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to fecha a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big árbol a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to fecha a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big árbol a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
This is for people who have been lectura Esme's Story:
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please comentario and tell me which ones tu like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If tu can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a más interesting name so it draws más attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a lista of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please comentario and tell me which ones tu like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If tu can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a más interesting name so it draws más attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a lista of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!
Bella's Pov.
"ESME!!!!!!!" As I ran over towards her.
"Uh...where am I?" Esme dicho wearily.
"Bella?"
"Jasper?"
"Hey Bella, I um...am sorry for causing tu all this trouble. I didn't mean to.
I did feel sad that, I never got to marry you. That's whay I didn't come to your
party. Then, Esme came. Something really strange happened. She turned
purple and then, she was in a cloak. Then, she put me under a spell to follow'
whatever she says. I tried to stop her, but it was too late. She told me that
I would regret asking tu out for the rest of my-"
"MOMMY!!!!!" Renesmee shouted.
"It's always my ple-MOM!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
"We have to get her to Carisle. I will explain what I told Bella," Jasper dicho calmly.
Suddenly, everyone took three steps away from Jasper.
"It's okay guys. He's back to normal," I said.
Edward replied sharply, "Well how can we prove it!?"
"I will mostrar you."
Then, Jasper hugged Edward.
"ESME!!!!!!!" As I ran over towards her.
"Uh...where am I?" Esme dicho wearily.
"Bella?"
"Jasper?"
"Hey Bella, I um...am sorry for causing tu all this trouble. I didn't mean to.
I did feel sad that, I never got to marry you. That's whay I didn't come to your
party. Then, Esme came. Something really strange happened. She turned
purple and then, she was in a cloak. Then, she put me under a spell to follow'
whatever she says. I tried to stop her, but it was too late. She told me that
I would regret asking tu out for the rest of my-"
"MOMMY!!!!!" Renesmee shouted.
"It's always my ple-MOM!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
"We have to get her to Carisle. I will explain what I told Bella," Jasper dicho calmly.
Suddenly, everyone took three steps away from Jasper.
"It's okay guys. He's back to normal," I said.
Edward replied sharply, "Well how can we prove it!?"
"I will mostrar you."
Then, Jasper hugged Edward.
This was short for a reason. CLIFFHANGER!!! hehehehehe......
Bella's Pov
I never thought I would lose my family like that. I never would
have thought I put them in so much danger. Especially
my poor Renesmee!!! (sobs)
"WHY!!!!!!!!?????????" I shouted as loud as I could.
Then I started to think, what if I never see them again?
Do I have to marry Jasper to get my family out?
ARE THEY OKAY?!
Then I snapped myself out of that subject.
There are three possible ways of getting my family back to safety.
1: Marry Jasper
2: Get the spell out of Jasper
3: Find a way to find my family then snap my family out of the spell,
then get Jasper out of it and then, fight him if we have to.
I now know what to do.
Then, I went back to the dark black castillo to fight Jasper and whoever
the man is...
Bella's Pov
I never thought I would lose my family like that. I never would
have thought I put them in so much danger. Especially
my poor Renesmee!!! (sobs)
"WHY!!!!!!!!?????????" I shouted as loud as I could.
Then I started to think, what if I never see them again?
Do I have to marry Jasper to get my family out?
ARE THEY OKAY?!
Then I snapped myself out of that subject.
There are three possible ways of getting my family back to safety.
1: Marry Jasper
2: Get the spell out of Jasper
3: Find a way to find my family then snap my family out of the spell,
then get Jasper out of it and then, fight him if we have to.
I now know what to do.
Then, I went back to the dark black castillo to fight Jasper and whoever
the man is...
Renesmee Pov.
I was excited when I heard that I got to do what my family does!
I was happy until now. That sign creeped me out. Greatly. Mom and
Dad were in front of the crowd, and I stood in the back siguiente to Emmett
and Rosalie. Uncle Emmett hugged me. He knew that I was dyingly scared.
"It will be okay. Uncle Jasper will be back to normal in no time," he dicho gently.
"Right. He will be fine," Aunt Rosalie said.
Suddenly, the large door opened, then, mom and dad entered proudly.
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I felt a chill spread through my body. Though, I felt like I need to help Jasper. He needs
help. My help.
As we entered the black castle, it was pitch black. There was a bondfire ahead of us and
it wasn't just a regular fire! IT MOVED! It showed us the way until we reached the main room.
Then there were three doors. Through the middle, we heard yelling and screaming from a
girl.
I was excited when I heard that I got to do what my family does!
I was happy until now. That sign creeped me out. Greatly. Mom and
Dad were in front of the crowd, and I stood in the back siguiente to Emmett
and Rosalie. Uncle Emmett hugged me. He knew that I was dyingly scared.
"It will be okay. Uncle Jasper will be back to normal in no time," he dicho gently.
"Right. He will be fine," Aunt Rosalie said.
Suddenly, the large door opened, then, mom and dad entered proudly.
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I felt a chill spread through my body. Though, I felt like I need to help Jasper. He needs
help. My help.
As we entered the black castle, it was pitch black. There was a bondfire ahead of us and
it wasn't just a regular fire! IT MOVED! It showed us the way until we reached the main room.
Then there were three doors. Through the middle, we heard yelling and screaming from a
girl.
I probaly dicho thank tu thirty times.
When I heard that they didn't have a place to stay i offered for them to stay here. They aren't living in out hotel room but they are only to doors away.
When i woke up i turned to susans side.She wasn't there. A note took her place.
It read
Dear Chris,
I am pretty sure i got tu with the note!
The guys dicho tu would think i left. (it worked)
We are hanging out in their room and we are playing spin the bottle. (what!)
Love,
Susan ps. got tu again!
I looked at her hand escritura it was very pretty.
I got dressed and walked to the elevator.When i noticed i pressed two when i didn't even have to change from 11 the doors closed.I pressed the 11 button mabye 5 times.When it went up I sighed.
...
to be continued...