Chapter 1
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Title:New Begginings Chapter 2
Author:KatiiCullen94
Rating:Pg-13
Themes: Love, marriage,
Coupling: Jacob/Bella, Edward/Bella.
Edward's POV
I continued to watch even after he had walked through the door.
I was compelled to. I couldn't pinpoint that face, but his marking on his should rang like a bell.
Who was he? Why does he live at Bella's home? Is he? Is he really? Is he really her new lover?
I knew I shouldn't assume, nor should I should dissappointed, I asked her to. Right?
I told her to, I told her directly, it was my pure intention.
I wanted her to mover on and live a normal human life.
How could I be so selfish? One thing after another, I let myself down when I should have had myself up in the first place.
What right did I have to make myself believe that she would even want to see me again, after what I did.
What right did I have to visit her at her home?
What right did I have to even consider that she would still amor me and would've moved on with her life.
I am a monster, it's almost as if I wanted Bella is live in the same miserery as me, the same depression as I when I left her.
I am a disgracful monster. Who doesn't deserve her , and never will, never did.
Starting the car, I raced down the street, my fists of fury clenching into the wheel.
I have never loathed myself more.
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"Edward, Hello?"The ear piece of my moblie greeted.
It was Alice, my beloved sister. Her amor for Bella was almost as mighty as mine.
I miss her constantly,even the sound of her voice, has me wishing she was here, even if it is for my myself reasons.
"Alice, how are you?" I replied in a solomn voice. Croaky, If I were human, I could say that I would be crying.
"No time Edward, Look, I need tu to leave, come inicial to us, leave Bella."
Her voice was distress.
Her stream of thoughts flooded through.
"I can't see him sad once more. Oh god this would kill him."
"What would kill me Alice?"
"STOP IT! tu KNOW I HATE WHEN tu READ MY THOUGHTS!Not this time, ok, just trust me, come home, Bella is just going throught something at this current moment."
"You saw something.Alice, please just tell, o swear to god."
"No, I won't. tu dicho tu were going to be as if tu never existed, if tu do, tu will ruin her life, she is about to be very happy. And so Edward, I swear to god, I'll WILL kill YOU."
"Bella's happy?"
"Yes, very"
"Ok."
The phone then died. But my curiousity did not.
I knew what I should do, but I could not shake my pure need to see her happy, and why she was happy.
Is it, if she saw me that she would not be happy? Is that what Alice meant?
What did Alice mean when she that it would hurt me?
How can something that makes Bella happy make upset?
Bella makes me happy? I will only feel joy when she is seguro and satisfied.
So I decided to wait out the night.
Some way o another, I was going to see her smile again, whiether o not because it's for me.
I'm a monster. but just to see her happy will bring me closure.
I can live out forever, know ing she happy and joyful.
After that, I will return to my family and never look after her way again.
Click link for Chapter 1
Title:New Begginings Chapter 2
Author:KatiiCullen94
Rating:Pg-13
Themes: Love, marriage,
Coupling: Jacob/Bella, Edward/Bella.
Edward's POV
I continued to watch even after he had walked through the door.
I was compelled to. I couldn't pinpoint that face, but his marking on his should rang like a bell.
Who was he? Why does he live at Bella's home? Is he? Is he really? Is he really her new lover?
I knew I shouldn't assume, nor should I should dissappointed, I asked her to. Right?
I told her to, I told her directly, it was my pure intention.
I wanted her to mover on and live a normal human life.
How could I be so selfish? One thing after another, I let myself down when I should have had myself up in the first place.
What right did I have to make myself believe that she would even want to see me again, after what I did.
What right did I have to visit her at her home?
What right did I have to even consider that she would still amor me and would've moved on with her life.
I am a monster, it's almost as if I wanted Bella is live in the same miserery as me, the same depression as I when I left her.
I am a disgracful monster. Who doesn't deserve her , and never will, never did.
Starting the car, I raced down the street, my fists of fury clenching into the wheel.
I have never loathed myself more.
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"Edward, Hello?"The ear piece of my moblie greeted.
It was Alice, my beloved sister. Her amor for Bella was almost as mighty as mine.
I miss her constantly,even the sound of her voice, has me wishing she was here, even if it is for my myself reasons.
"Alice, how are you?" I replied in a solomn voice. Croaky, If I were human, I could say that I would be crying.
"No time Edward, Look, I need tu to leave, come inicial to us, leave Bella."
Her voice was distress.
Her stream of thoughts flooded through.
"I can't see him sad once more. Oh god this would kill him."
"What would kill me Alice?"
"STOP IT! tu KNOW I HATE WHEN tu READ MY THOUGHTS!Not this time, ok, just trust me, come home, Bella is just going throught something at this current moment."
"You saw something.Alice, please just tell, o swear to god."
"No, I won't. tu dicho tu were going to be as if tu never existed, if tu do, tu will ruin her life, she is about to be very happy. And so Edward, I swear to god, I'll WILL kill YOU."
"Bella's happy?"
"Yes, very"
"Ok."
The phone then died. But my curiousity did not.
I knew what I should do, but I could not shake my pure need to see her happy, and why she was happy.
Is it, if she saw me that she would not be happy? Is that what Alice meant?
What did Alice mean when she that it would hurt me?
How can something that makes Bella happy make upset?
Bella makes me happy? I will only feel joy when she is seguro and satisfied.
So I decided to wait out the night.
Some way o another, I was going to see her smile again, whiether o not because it's for me.
I'm a monster. but just to see her happy will bring me closure.
I can live out forever, know ing she happy and joyful.
After that, I will return to my family and never look after her way again.
i have been with Edward for 2 years and i don't feel like our relationship is going anywhere, all we do now is have sex and that's mainly it. we were better of friends than boyfriend and gorlfriend i mean before we got together we used to talk, hang out and everything. i miss it.
but resantly Edwrad has been distint i mean he comes knocking for me at 1 0 clock in the morning asking me do i want to go out. i can tell if he does that one más time Charlie is going to hit him, so for his benefit he better not do that again.
why do people change?
it's really bugging me. i see him all the time flirting with other girls, but if he caught me flirting with an another guy he would go mad and get all jealous.
why does he care? i mean if he can flirt with other girl's i'm sure i can flirt with other guys.
he is really starting to get on my nerves.
Do i amor him?
Should i dump him?
i guess i'll find out soon enough. This is his last chance.
Bella's pov
Charlie had been prety bad for weeks but i just put it down to it being the winter man flu, until carlisle told me...
"Bella dont freak out but Charlie ain't good." Edward told me before i spoke to Carlisle, probible to worn me to keep my emotions locked up since i was only a año old, my power still cept me bizzy.
Renesmee came walking not skipping
towords me witch was diffrent for her, so something must have been up with Charlie.
"Mum just do as dad says... tu need your strength to keep calm for Charlies sake no one elses."
"can somebody just tell me what is going on already, you've been telling me to keep calm for Charlies sake but i'm starting to freak out because i don't have a clue what is wrong with him."
"Mum breath, calm down." Renesmee tried to calm me but the longer it toke for sombody to tell me what was wrong with my dad, I was getting wears.
Charlie had been prety bad for weeks but i just put it down to it being the winter man flu, until carlisle told me...
"Bella dont freak out but Charlie ain't good." Edward told me before i spoke to Carlisle, probible to worn me to keep my emotions locked up since i was only a año old, my power still cept me bizzy.
Renesmee came walking not skipping
towords me witch was diffrent for her, so something must have been up with Charlie.
"Mum just do as dad says... tu need your strength to keep calm for Charlies sake no one elses."
"can somebody just tell me what is going on already, you've been telling me to keep calm for Charlies sake but i'm starting to freak out because i don't have a clue what is wrong with him."
"Mum breath, calm down." Renesmee tried to calm me but the longer it toke for sombody to tell me what was wrong with my dad, I was getting wears.