The sound of footsteps brought me from my stupor, I turned to see Judy walking down the dimly lit concrete staircase towards me, I wondered how long I had been standing there, sometimes my brain switches of, when I am so tired of thinking, at times when, if I’m honest, I just don’t to think, but one look at her face told me she hadn’t come to find me because she was worried, her cheek was streaked with blood, and her hand was shaking. I rushed to meet her at the bottom,
“Are tu okay?” I urged, she nodded,
“I just came to tell tu that the girl tu brought in is in the bunks like tu asked, I put her up the back, near your bed” I was puzzled, something must have happened,
“Judy, what’s wrong” a tear dropped from her watery blue eyes,
“I lost one” oh now I understood, a patient, but Judy was a tuff women, I haven’t seen her this upset in years, around here, as cold as it may be, death was a regular occurrence, it was everywhere, it was our life,
“One?” I needed más information,
“A little boy, koyle, he was barely 4 years old” at this she succumbed to tears, I saw her falling, about to drop to her knees, so I stepped forwards and wrapped her in my arms,
“it’s okay, it’s okay” I soothed, her sobs cut through the silence, it was unnerving to see her like this, but in some ways it gave me strength, it made me mad at the things that had caused, made me thirsty for revenge, in this world, many of us have lost all feelings in an effort to preserve our sanity, to some extent I guess that I follow this, but things like this truly get to me, and obviously Judy to,
“It wasn’t your fault “I dicho as I steered her towards the seat, but before I could sit her down she put a hand on my chest stopping my progress,
“I don’t need to sit” her voice was quiet but provocative, I could tell what she meant, my corazón rate suddenly increased, the warmth of her body had now become omnipresent, whereas before I hadn’t noticed it, she tilted her head up to mine, the breath that escaped through her lips tickled against my skin, I leant my head down pressing my mouth against hers, it was wet with tears, with that touch I felt her need, she pushed back against mine fiercely, her mouth parting, a moan escaped her lips, it was unbearable, I couldn’t control myself, the animalistic side in me came out, completely primal, I pulled her close against my, her hands came around my neck, crushing my face against hers, I loosened her hair from the tight bun that held it and it flowed in golden curtains down her back, I gathered it up in my hands, it was like the war hadn’t happened, she eperlano like heaven, o maybe that wasn’t a correct statement, considering the ángeles were the ones that let the apocalypse come in the first place. Nut I didn’t have long to dwell on that thought as I felt her persistent hands pushing at my big grey over coat, I remembered how she had sewn up the arm of it when it had been ripped off, I released my hands from her hair to make this effort más effective, it fell from my shoulders and dropped to the floor, I paused and looked into her eyes, the ghost of smile flashed across her face but never quiet reached her lips. siguiente to go was my old green hoodie, stained and wrecked as it was I loved it, but it was true, tu didn’t throw away clothes, they are rare, and not easy to come upon, we have a supply room, where objects that have been scavenged are left, all our personal items come from there, after my hoodie was the discolored, long-sleeved white, v-neck polo, it was slightly más difficult to get off, I lifted up my arms and she pulled it over my head, the newly acquired collar caught slightly, but came away easily, under that was a threadbare blue t-shirt, that looked like it would give way any minute, getting undressed is always a problem, the soldiers tend to wear all they own on their backs, last but not least was the grey wife beater singlet, which Judy pushed upwards with eagerness, finally exposing the bare flesh of my chest, she ducked her head and kissed along my collar bone, it was my turn now, a fierce desire built up in me, I had to get her clothes of, I didn’t even notice when her hand rested upon the gross bruise that had appeared since my unfortunate motorbike accident.
Feverently I undid the useless cinturón, correa that synched her in just beneath her breasts, I yanked it off and let it fall to the floor, there were no sounds in the air besides our breathing, heavy with desire, sliding my hands beneath her bloodstained, long-sleeved grey t-shirt, I lifted it over her head, she was a lot easier to undress then me, all that was left was her singlet, that appeared to have a built in bra, ropa interior was even harder to come by, if tu had it, tu held on to it, but most people didn’t bother, I know I didn’t.
I sighed as her singlet came off, she was beautiful, her skin soft, the reciente acquirement of a ducha, ducha de had worked wonders on everyone, as I explored the expanse of her skin, she lowered her hands to the cinturón, correa that held up my tattered cargo pants, they pooled around my ankles in a pile of kaki colored material, her pants were tighter ,made of green corduroy, but with persistence they came off, I reached around her, still holding the embrace, and swept the mesa, tabla clear of everything it held, causing the items to clatter loudly to the floor. With my help Judy slid backwards onto the now empty table, and wrapped her legs around me. Roughly I thrust inside her, I realized to late that maybe I should be gentle, but he only sound that passed her lips was not one of pain, I buried my face in her neck, the pleasure was already at breaking point, I had to hold on, it was like this sometimes, especially when I’d been under a lot of strain, just the release was enough to bring man to breaking point.
I held out, like I dicho I would, and god was it worth it, I had one hand on the muro behind Judy’s head for support and the other wrapped securely around her waist, I knew she was close, I could feel her muscles tighten around me, only a few más seconds, I could feel it in my toes, the tingling that slowly made its way to my stomach, I didn’t know how much longer I could wait, then it happened, simultaneously, she drew a shuddering breath and her muscles squeezed hard, I finally cracked, and slumped forwards as my pleasure flowed through me and out into her. I held her tightly against me as her body shook involuntarily, It made a guy feel good when it was like this, I’d done my job, I’d dado her this one moment of release, of true increíble happiness in the midst of all this darkness, I whispered her name quietly, and she answered por dado another shiver of pleasure, I closed my eyes, just for now, I didn’t have to think.