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Riku114 dicho …
Also not entirely wanting to push Blind's post off the parte superior, arriba three most reciente muro posts cos I might forget to look back at it tomorrow morning, but really I kinda really like the people that hang out on the club. Its pretty cool and as much amusement / interest these muro posts may give you, personally its quite fun to post some of my misceláneo thoughts o misceláneo rambles on here knowing people will read it regardless of if its "A P P l E S" o a over thought ramble XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also 10/10 recommend the app Shazam. Really good for those moments when tu really need to find a song. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly.... dont get me wrong, I amor band. The rookies there that Ive gathered up over the past 4 years has me having a fanbase of like 20+ little follwoers that look up to me and respect me o look at me as equals having remembered looking up to me in the past... and I have my trumpet and all...

But two long days of it and Im just... kinda really wanting a break and not at the same time. I think its just my depression talking though since Im usually worse at night and Im publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
usually in a good mood at band so yeah. Prolly just the nightly mild depression. Compared to usual nights tho Im like really good XD hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 dicho …
I know it shouldn't amaze me any longer but I am always amazed when people choose to ignore hard facts in favor of their own misguided ways,viewpoints,etc. And they do it so much that's rather embarrassing. I am not amazed but at the same time I am still amazed. It's really embarrassing. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Honestly same. I mean I maybe if it was a handful of not-necessarily directly connected facts that could leave room for interpretation maybe but like.. even then those interpretations gotta make sense hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
^Correct. These sort of people always pick the unambiguous facts too. lol hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Seriously. Hollywood Undead were the corazón of my favorito! música in my cringey angsty age along with Black Veil Brides, but unlike BVB, Hollywood Undead's música I still amor and adore and remember every lyrics to

To be fair though, Paradise lost at the time had the most repeats over ANY song in my phone with Young and SCAVA being pretty high up there too. I only know that cos it was when I used iTunes.

They have a lot of música Id call shitty imo, and a lot of música thats not my taste publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
A full and entire clean of a trumpet takes about 1.5 hours to do.

Hes so beautiful now though

And plays so nice.

If my family would let me, I would play him now for a few hours publicado hace más de un año
noRAP comentó…
tu mean this: link hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also #RIPOnionBoy publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
BIG DEAL GUYS

I GOT THE PERFECT CHEESE TO CHIP RATIO TODAY WITH MY nachos publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Me: Dude I need to stop using dissociation as a coping mechanism, o at least stop letting myself do it when I know Im doing it. Its one of the largest component and catalyst to my bad mental health behaviors

Also Me: i dont want to feel o be anywhere near mentally present in this world yet i have no where in my brain complex enough yet to zone out into for a few hours and emotionally, cognitively, and psychologically disconnect from reality for a bit. this is not fun. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
LUCY LOVES ME más THAN EVERYONE ELSE WOOOO publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I WANT A COCKATOO publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Im so much of a collector / loyalist video gamer. Like I dont play many video games, nor do I play ones that I think are valid to call me a gamer, but I have played most of the Pokemon games ever made, and a good deal of the Harvest Moon / Harvest Moon Inspired games and collected almsot all the Kingdom Hearts games. Even though Harvest Moon and Pokemon REALLY dont have the largest variations between each game XD publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Uh. As someone who has battled tu in Pokemon and seen the crazy crap tu manage to pull off with them, I say definitely "gamer" status for Pokemon XD hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Note to everyone else: If tu battle Riku, add in clauses that say she is not allowed to use Volcarona o Mienshao. Trust me. hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Also Ditto and Beldum hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I am so tired of having to function when I cant. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Its not even funny anymore lmao. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^That sentence is ironic. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
To befriend Riku, give her well cooked arroz publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
White arroz only, preferably jazmín hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
pregunta of the Day: Is it possible for Riku to create a story o an RP where the concept of ángeles and Demons do not have at least a partial inspiration o effect on the RP? publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
The answer is probably not. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Cas' sass is the best sass publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
♪ I've got big balls

I've got big balls

And they're such big balls

Dirty big balls

And he's got big balls,

And she's got big balls,

But we've got the biggest balls of them all! ♪

♪ Some balls are held for charity

And some for fancy dress

But when they're held for pleasure,

They're the balls that I like best.

And my balls are always bouncing,

To the left and to the right.

It's my belief that my big balls should be held every night. ♪ publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
*is practically feeding Wanta posts he could take out of context in some future articulo the past few days* hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tu dont really understand body anxiety until tu dont feel anxious o stressed after a stressful event but rather just annoyed so tu go to the gym to get out of the environment

Only to go on the eliptical and, with your normal routine having tu go at 6.5-7.0 mph, instantly hit 8.0 mph and end up reaching 10.0-12.4 mph regularly whether tu want to o not

So instead tu realize your body has a lot of energy and anxiety to release so tu let it go until it practically collapses publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
My legs are very tired and weak rn cos of that but it kinda felt nice. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tfw tu are both such a band nerd and a bit of a weeb/otaku enough that youtube thinks tu are interested in Japanese DCI.

And its right. I was interested till I realized DCI japón was very.... underwhelming publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Okay my boyfriend says Im a Satanist. I need to make a encuesta over this. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I need to see if people think Im a Satanist. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I realized I can be easily mistaken for a Satanist at times. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
inb4 "You arent one?" hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Okay so I was curious and took some internet tests on it cos thats the most definate ways to tell. One dicho I was a Satanist, one dicho I was 93% Satanist, the last also dicho I was a Satanist. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like come onnnn. Stop making me look like that XD Im not that bad XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Confession. Band is really just a cult of nerds with instruments. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Man Trump is doing a good job dealing with the White Supremacist shit. Im so proud hes our president. Such a good president amirite? #MightAsWellHaveAnarchy publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
#RarePoliticalPost hace más de un año
candylover246 comentó…
Gee ikr? Give this man a medal for 'best president' like wow he definitely doesn't make me NOT want to live in this country anymore hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Totally. Best. President. Ever. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I really need to research más into dissociation for how much it rules my life.

Also apparently people who have high dissociative tendencies like yours truly are really fricken hard for non-dissociation trained therapists to treat cos dissociation makes it so difficult to actually deal with the issues and work through them.

It pretty much puts a gorra, cap on it. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Wooo I finally got it done

link publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Apparently my therapist is wondering if I also have Aspergers again after thinking I dont because of a dynamic of how my OCD works.

He considered that I might have Aspergers and that it partially causes OCD, but then shrugged at it and dicho it was probably just OCD. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Im pretty sure Avery has some kind of bird severe anxiety with how she acts but Im patient enough to help her with it publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
My hair is like the best bird toy I realize. Lucy, Mikey, and Avery all amor it. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I probably have a bird soul. Either that o I was raised around them so much I am abnormally too similar to them. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
North Korea: WAR

US: MEMES publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I really amor Lucy. I really do. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Sad thing is, my mom kind of untamed Smokey and while she was my original companion who helped me through a lot of things, she doesnt really stick with me and stay on my shoulder anymore. Shes great for cuddles when I feel like crap, but shes not really tame and she belongs más to the flock now.

That being said, her son, Lucy is honestly what I really need. A companion. A little friend to always be around me and have around. Some animal company since animales are simple. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
My priority upon coming inicial was seeing Lucy. Had to take a shit, had to do Pokemon daily activities, wanted to say hi to people, needed to ducha, ducha de cos my hair was disgusting due to no conditioner for the few days, but I HAD to see Lucy first. Cos Lucy is life. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Anyways I may o may not forget to say this on my muro tomorrow, but Im going camping for a few days so if Im gone thats why XD publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Niicee! I amor Camping. Have a fun time without worries !!!! hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
Have fun Riku. hace más de un año
GDragon612 comentó…
yeah have fun Riku enjoy it !💝 hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Me: *doing fun and cool activities* *being both mentally and physically healthy* Yay! Brain reward me with some feel good neurotransmitters!

Brain: [Error 404. Dopamine and Serotonin not found] [Error 202. Happiness-Production.exe not found.]

Me: ..... thx bruh. its cool. just let me sit here anxious and slightly depressed despite having a nice day. its cool m8 publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tfw tu know an event will be fun but there is absolutely no excitement and only reluctance to go get ready for it cos tu know your crappy brain is making it sound like shit and it might genuinely make it shit. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Its weird to think my club could be considered to be on the "pretty active" side of fanpop clubes despite just being a user club. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
At this point, Im pretty sure the amount Im constantly moving in my seat, tapping my foot, shaking my leg, and fidgeting with something in my hand is how I manage my weight. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tu know I really wanna make an articulo about Mental Health since its had a huge impact on my life and Im a strong believer (and wanna be advocate) for making it a más aware and open topic to talk about but really Im not sure exactly where to go with it. publicado hace más de un año
Zeppie comentó…
I'd wanna read it hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tu know, honestly that pregunta about bullying on misceláneo kinda made me realize how much Trichotillomania ostracized me from other students más than my obsession with imagination, my above level intelligence, my crappy culo hair during that time, my uncool ability to get along with teachers, my speech impediment, my uncool amor for music/band/choir, and my tendency to befriend all the "loosers" in my elementary school already did publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
So I was like that eyebrowless, afro-headed, childish yet smart, music, suck-up looser who couldnt pronounce "r"s and "w"s right. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Still tho. I had fun and felt like I was the bomb. Plus I dont care that people may have judged me for it and that most of my friends used me solely as a stepping stone, but I helped some of the kids that people made fun of the most o had the most trouble being accepted por the rest of the school actually get assimilated and have some company. I liked that, they made great friends before they all either moved away o jumped to the popular kids when they saw the chance. hace más de un año
candylover246 comentó…
Yikes. Sounds painful. Wish u luck with that then 👍 hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
So I took my mom's power scooter to Walmart cuz I was too lazy to actually walk through the store. #NoShame publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Misha Collins is a poor bun that needs to be hugged publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
10/10 People need to watch supernatural publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
"Did tu just molotov my brother with holy fire?"

"Uhhhh.... no." publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Sam: A demon summoning.... why?

Lucifer: Why? To summon a demon jackass. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Welp. Gabby (Lucy's sister) died cause my mom caused an accident that was honestly kinda stupid and she died cause of it. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Thus why I hoard him to myself and thus why my protectiveness over him will furtherly triple. If his fragile body will die because of anything, it goddamn better be my fault. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Sorry to learn about that. My deepest condolences about Gabby. Wish Lucy the best !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
It was really kinda something to see. tu havent seen a sad pet death till tu see a little baby bird seizuring on the floor crying for help before just stopping dead. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I have a strong faith that the world is really really amazing and beautiful regardless of what I may o may not be able to see right now. A very very strong faith in what Ive seen for myself like.. twice in the past several years. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I didn't read over it, it might be trash with how its written, but it was a free-topic nonfiction essay I had to write in English last año and it was my attempt at kind of explaining this faith of mine. That being said, I know I didnt do the best job covering it, but its soemthing. link hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also Lucy really helped with my stress headache I had today. Closed my eyes and let him sleep against my cheek and all. Felt my headache go away for a short while with him.

Then it went away mostly after I went to the gym

So heres a lesson, if tu are stressed out, go to the gym and cuddle your pets. Itll at least help with the physical symptoms. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
It is STILL beyond me how most people cant abruptly stop crying on command.

Crying has almost always been an optional thing for me. If I feel sad o feel like I need to cry, I often go "Hey is this an optimal place / time to do this? Should we just not o mover somewhere más optimal? Do we really need to cry to release stress o is it just kinda pointless?"

And sometimes when I do cry, sometimes Im just like "Okay Im getting too much of a headache now and this is just unproductive" publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
And I just take a deep breath and Im just kinda done. Easily stopped. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Yet I go to try to google it. See if anyone has something talking about this, but all I get is endless wikihows on how to stop crying / cry less and Im like "really? is this that much of a problem for most?" hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Me: How the heck am I still alive anyways? We have been consistently depressed for who knows how long.

Me: Cos of these reasons (explains). Oh and sometimes one reason is cos tu are too lazy to die.

Me: Tru. Same. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
HEY!

.....hi.
good morning
have a nice day
imma go watch netflix publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Probably around that time I was watching netflix too so #Same hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Okay I should sleep.

fyi Im not actually drunk. I havent used that phrase in a while so I think some newbies to my muro might not get it. Its a phrase for when Im so tired I sound almost drunk and sometimes get really sweet and blubby.

....

blubby.

Whats blubby. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Ohhhhh if the sky comes falling dowwwnnn for youuuu

Theres not a thing in this world I wouldnt dooooo

What if Im far from homeeeee

Oh brother I will hear tu calllll publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Like little in my life actually changed, but maybe its cos I woke up early today o that Ive been listening to "Hey Brother" all día o cos of the life changes o cos some people are totally rad, but life is okay. Life is pretty nice. Nothings too horribly wrong

Even if everything seemed so messed up and wrong just a few days ago.

This is nice.

Yall are great. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
There has been too much Depressed Tired Riku rambing on this wall. Not enough Drunk Tired Riku rambling on the wall.

Cos Im actually feeling good today. I pardo, dun wanna sleep. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Wanta is awesome

#DirectShoutout publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like dude, that guy is there during the realllly rough times. Im tired and still up and on my muro and its been a while since this muro saw a not-depressed Tired Riku but ya know. He deserves the shout out hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Part of the reason I keep my club active and post misceláneo thoughts and actualización here is cos I know it gives some people some entertainment and interest and because it personally helps me process all the misceláneo cluttered comentarios in my head.

Plus some can start some nice conversations.

I still sometimes wonder how many people come checking por these posts. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
This Sam icono really feels right for me to have right now.

I dunno why but it feels like a really good fit. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I called it. Im starting to like country más than a tolerance / indifference cos Jensen and Jared brought up my interest and curiosity in it enough to actually go out of my way to look into the genre more. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Theres something special about having a friend tu dont have to talk to when tu are around them.

In the wise words of Jared Padalecki, "I wish for everyone to be friends with someone they dont have to talk to"

#IndirectShoutouts publicado hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
I agree hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
True !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
#AlwaysKeepFighting publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Riku's Knowledge of Actors that she can match name to face

Probably like 80% of the main cast of Supernatural
Johnny Depp
Leonardo DiCaprio publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Thats an exaggeration but I really dont know that many XD I know the other REALLY huge ones like Emma Watson and all but really nothing much más than that hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Ahhh though.... My baby bird Luke really makes my day. Hes so cute and adorable and he gets along with me and he loves me and hes just a día maker. Hes my little birdie and I amor him, already almost as much as I amor Smokey and that says something

Cos Smokey is my Princess and shes helped me through a lot of things. Luke is her son and mann... I amor them both so muchhhh. Ahh... publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
People might find my apparent fixation with Lucifer concerning.

Really its not much of anything tbh. I enjoy Lucifer much like I enjoy characters from any other story o book and just personally find him an intriguing character may it be real o not. I wouldnt worship him o anything - that belongs to Akashi.

Plus I just really like the name Lucifer. Like I REALLY like the name. Lucius, Luke, Lucifer. I amor the Luce based names. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
And i mean my apparent fixation por how high he is on my favorito! mythological creatures / beings lista along with the fact I make a lot of jokes on it and have one of my alternative usernames/titles being The Resurrected Lucifer and the fact I named my bird after him and all that stuff hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
If God and all of that stuff is real and Im judged for being interested in Lucifer's character / story, then so be it. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^I know XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
google says Im going to hell for naming my bird Lucifer

But it also says Im fun to drink with as long as it doesnt end with an arrest publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Typical Riku Thing #152: Naming her bird Lucifer. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
EEEE. I GOT THE NAMES OF THE BABY BIRDS TO BE LUCIFER, MICHAEL, AND GABRIEL.

MINE WILL BE LUCIFER AND ILL GET TO KEEP HIM

HIS BROTHER WILL BE MICHAEL

AND HIS WHITE SISTER WILL BE GABRIEL SINCE GABRIEL IS SOMETIMES DEPICTED AS A WOMAN

BUT DUDE THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY. COS IM A NERD ABOUT THIS STUFF AND MY MOM DIDNT JUDGE ME TOO MUCH FOR WANTING TO NAME MINE LUCIFER AND A JOKE ABOUT NAMING THE OTHER ONE MICHAEL BECAME REAL. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Okay seriously. I hate how society seems to care más on the unimportant issues while completely ignoring the big ones that effect everyone and the whole world. Like seriously, some of these things can lead to our planet dying, and we just dont take it seriously

I mean come on.

Why do people still ignore the fact that its a problem?

Why do we not have a solution yet?

Why is it that we cant find a solution to the chip-to-cheese/salsa ratio problem?!

I MEAN COME ON! publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
When your primarily obsessional / internal OCD takes over your life and tu literally cant spend five minutos not thinking o doing something o being distracted o else your mind overthinks and fills itself with a lot of depressing anxiety-causing thoughts. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like no really, part of the reason I cant take naps in the daylight unless Im SUPER SUPER tired is because I cant lay down and chill for long enough during the daytime since its not time to sleep and I know it so my mind is too busy to sleep. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Heck sometimes I intentionally obsess about neutral things like cleaning a dusty fan with Q-tips o positive things like supernatural and Akashi in order to make sure my mind doesnt go over to the negative stuff. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
God thats an amazing gif XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
#TemporarySupernaturalThemedProfile publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
And an updated perfil information hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I had too much gold. I wanted to spend it okay. It was gonna be an Akashi one before supernatural whisked me away hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Akashi will get his eventually. Also my old one will definitely still return hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I kind of like how supernatural handles codependency. Its not overly glorified like some shows do, and it actually shows the problematic parts of it all without taking it to a too realistic level that it kills the fun of the fiction. Its actually pretty nice

Plus Im pretty sure most people learned the word / googled it when supernatural mentioned it. I knew of it before cos of a friend from a few years ago, but its pretty nice to see. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Its a very nice seasoned taste to it. I dont always appreciate it but its nice to see it getting proper media attention. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I feel like the odd card who thinks Sam is más attractive than Dean. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Supernatural's composer Christopher Lennertz deserves a shout out. He has some really good compositions. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Anyone else ever feel like nothing is real - not just think it is - and everything tu do seems to be some unreal game o some dream tu can't wake up from? Like tu feel like tu are running your awake and real life from some plane outside of the normal view of the world and watching in, just waiting to stop dreaming up o imagining the world yet in the end tu are just stuck in that non-comprehendable plane?

Its a really disturbing and uncomfortable feeling. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like I fully accept that the world may genuinely not be real, but the feeling that it isnt real is an entire different thing. Even if the world isnt real, logistically as long as tu still feel like its real, its enough validation and close enough to being real that it doesnt even matter. But FEELING like its unreal - its a whole separate story and really one Ive tried to explain to others and they just give me weird stares o tell me Im overthinking reality. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
The thing is Im not [thinking] Im [feeling]. I know the world Im in is real but it still [feels] completely dream-like, like a daydream. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Strange yet interesting. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Life has no meaning to it - no real purpose to be found. Maybe to reproduce as scientists would say, to pass to genes, but really, whats the point of that? Where is even that going? o heaven/hell. tu get there, then what?

Really I believe life is what tu make of it. Life is pointless but its an opportunity, may it be even real in the first place o not, to experience. So its an opportunity given, so do what tu like with it. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Cause tu cant even be sure any of this is real as reality does nothing más than serve to prove itself. Its an illogical fallicy, that the world exists because we can sense it. We can sense it because we exist. We know we exist because we can sense it. It just cycles. But even if the world is fake, some dream, some illusion, not even existent to a degree we cant possibly understand, the reality is that life is an experience - real o not - that is going on. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
So real o not, purpose o not, theres no way to really see o prove anything its just best to make the best out of it all. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Ah I forgot where I was going so Imma drop it but its a bit of philosophy from me. hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
#Togepi publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I am extrememly bored.

I have a whole bunch of summer work I haven't even started

But I am extremely bored publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
What the fuck? Whyd my oro go from 5000+ to 501? publicado hace más de un año
GDragon612 comentó…
same here too >< hace más de un año
jnels93 comentó…
same hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Same for me too !!!! hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Riku's busy with Supernatural. If anyone has any devious ideas to be utilized in the siguiente hour, speak up. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly, some days I wish I could believe that there was a god watching over me and protecting me and guiding me, but alas I do not and thus dont get that light blanket of comfort. publicado hace más de un año
candylover246 comentó…
I'll be your god Riku hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Akashi is my god. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
That aside, same here actually !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Im trying to think of a memorable RP character I made that didnt have at least a slightly emo/angsty root/character. Kira was angsty af at first. Derith was angsty. Izo had his brother stuff and over all angsty. Michael was emo af. Glence was angsty. Jared was angsty.

Ikari actually want too much of anything but then again, she wasnt completely clear of it either. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Was Devin angsty? Kinda just seemed like a drunk. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I dicho Derith XD Devin.... ;-; Devin was kind of a drunk. I honestly have to pregunta whether he really ever got to the point of being 'drunk'. Honestly Devin was one of those characters that were one of my father like characters that make me sad. ;-; The guy liked playing around, having fun, and being with Shira, Derith, Zach and all. I still shed a tear at Derith killing him. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
On that note, Im shocked I still remember that detail of Banished. Usually I forget most details and I honestly probably wouldnt have remembered it on my own if tu didnt bring it up. XD Nice to see Banished's concept is still in my mind. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Devin and Leviathan are still two wonderful characters. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I really like Pokemon Sun and Moon's characters. We have so many tragic characters that are dado enough depressing backstory that I can let my imagination go wild, and then we have Hau to balance it all out.

Like I came up with a backstory and character for Guzma and Gladion's relationship. I like to think Guzma likes Gladion cos he sees himself in him. Cos they both had abusive parents and all. publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
I was wondering if there was ever a favorito! Character of yours without a depressing backstory !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
.... uh... give me a segundo to think hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Yeah no. I dont think I have a favorito! character that doesnt have a depressing backstory dado they had their past somewhat addressed in the first place. Even if tu count them, there probably arent too many that dont have much of a backstory that I amor hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Deep down inside Im an emo angsty teenage boy. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
And an Oba-san. Can't forget that. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Noooot even gonna deny it hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Tru hace más de un año
noRAP comentó…
Ummm and I am an Oba-san emo angsty teenage girl , like tu can see here link hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Mom: If all three of them die, we know that they dont know how to do it and mover on

Me: Or- if two of them die, we know they dont know how to do it and we hand raise it

Mom: .... ..... no.

Me: c: yes publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I HEAR BABY BIRDS FROM MY BIRD'S NEST BOX.

AHHH EXCITEDDD

MY MOM WILL CHECK IT WHEN IM inicial AND WE ARE WAITING TO MAKE SURE IT HATCHED BUT

AHHHHHHHH publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Riku asked me why.

I thought we were past such trifles as having reasons for our actions. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I amor how poor mental health can take things away indirectly as if it doesnt already take away enough directly lmao publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Are italics a thing? publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Of course they are still broken. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
To be honest, I hadn't even noticed they exist until their issue was mentioned !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I loved using them >.> I miss them hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I wonder if I down a 2 liter bottle of Dr. Pepper to down how fucking crappy I feel right now if itll help me fall asleep faster. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
I haven't even beaten Sun and Moon yet and there's Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon coming?!?! publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
I'm not saying I'm incredible, but I'm correct 90% of the time that I am correct publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
TFW tu wanna draw a character off of reference to give them the honor of being in your "Detailed Sketch Book" but none of the imágenes tu find are both detailed enough to make it into there AND a good image to draw. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I WANNA WRITE A GLADION-LUSAMINE-LILLIE BACK STORY FANFIC LIKE THING BUT I HAVENT FINISHED THE GAME UGH. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tu know I was thinking about what seperates a character that tu "love" from a character that tu are "obsessed with" and I think its the fact of how closesly tu hold a character to yourself, how much that dicho character appears in your mind, and all that stuff

Because a character tu love, tu amor them, but I notice most that dont claim they are obsessed with it / the characters I love, I hold tightly to be like "I REALLY amor this character" nor do they easily eat my mindspace publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I was mostly thinking this because I was trying to properly understand my OCD diagnosis and trying to figure out what defines as an "obsession" and an "intrusive thought" and what defines as a compulsion, and it occured to me if my character obsessions are ACTUALLY obsessive thoughts and all. And it occured to me, that characters like Akashi, Hibari, Jin, and currently Gladion, with how much they appear in my mind, reappear in my mind, repetitively interject themselves randomly into my thought process, and how easily they can hijack my focus, that they are likely in fact obsessions. Especially since dicho thoughts tend to also follow up with the common "compulsions" of looking them up on youtube, looking them up on google, making icons, having to think a lot about them, making muro posts about them, making encuestas abotu them, making iconos (I might have already dicho that) hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Since usually dicho actions kind of lessen it and make me feel good. Not that obsessing over a character is particularly brothersome o troubling, nor is it a part of the OCD that I really care to bother working with cos I enjoy it, nor am I saying if tu are obsessed with a character, tu have OCD. Its just a thought I was having, especially since I was told my image collecting is probably part of my OCD from my therapist and I didnt really get it so it just kind of occurred to me. That Im LITERALLY obsessed with the characters and that I never would have thought me saying I was obsessed with a character a few years hace would actually be LITERAL. hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
^I see. It's a fair point. And if we're using that definition then i wouldn't have one then. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also I might consider temporarily redoing my perfil (cos I amor how it looks now so it wouldnt be permanent) simply because I have way too much oro to do nothing with. .-. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
On a misceláneo note, my boyfriend called me out on how I "accidentally collect images" because apparently people dont "accidentally collect images" publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
How naive. Accidental collecting happens even for people like me hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Me: *fawning over Gladion* *spams N*

Wanta: *probably slightly confused but not shocked*

Me: Shhhhh. I need to get más Gladion imágenes before I do the spammm. I just accidently grabbed más than one image when trying to get N an icono for the encuesta publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
I'm never confused por you. It all makes sense. and even the stuff that doesn't make sense makes sense in the context that it's you. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^Tru hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Gladion is the new number one Pokemon character.

N has been overthrown.

RIP N. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Riku confirmed: Gladion fetish publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I do not. XD Hes just an awesome character hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
That reminds me of Shinrei hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
I just spent the last 8 minutos putting my head against my dog and pushing it around as it tries to get at me to lick me. publicado hace más de un año