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Riku114 dicho …
But for people that struggle to realize the difference between "OCD" ins a colloquial sense and OCD in a literal diagnosis sense, the single phrase of "If I dont do _____, then ________ will happen / ____ might happen" paired with genuine anxiety if the latter statement occurs to the point it locks tu into doing the first statement. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly I just found out Pokemon Sun and Moon completely changed Lusamine's character to only be 90-95% of a shitty mother that she was in the game and totally pretty much entirely lightened the theme of abusive / toxic families seen in the game so....

Yeah that annoys me.

Some children have had shitty parents and stuff. It would be nice if they werent written off as "not kid friendly" o whatever publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Gladion is precious publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly I do have to thank this muro and the people who read this. It gives me a place to process a lot of stuff and really makes me feel at peace and comfortable.

Its probably part of why I got as far as I have with my mental health publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Im not really watching American Idol but my mom has been and all I gotta say is that Cade is a serious rock estrella already.

Like wtf is he doing here?

Why isnt he already out there? publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
https://tinyurl.com/yao3batc

IRL foto of me and Wanta publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
LEFTERIS! WHY'D tu TAKE A PICTURE! hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
^ It had to be done XD !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
This icono feel right XD

And it makes my posts on this muro a little más mausing publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
For furture reference it is this icon: link hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Birds make me so happy publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
The thing about escritura and working through your own issues through your characters and words is that while it can be kind of problmeatic and unproductive for someone who dissociates like me, it really gives tu a means to which tu can express emotions, issues, etc that tu cant really say outloud o express since it would either hurt other o cause problems, but in a peaceful and innocent and fun way. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
It isnt necessarily the best way to become the main one, but from time to time, with specific kinds of issues, it can be nice hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Just like reflecting upon characters tu relate to and all hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
#WorkingThroughYourShitViaRPing publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I dont get how people can have fun making out with strangers they meet and find attractive o whatever.

Cos apparently my middle sister likes that part of the club nightlife and all

And Im just like "y tho????" publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Is that like my lack of sex drive speaking o my introverted side speaking o a combination? XD hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Like I said, you'll end up having a libido for/with your significant other but not in general circumstances. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Probably both. Also, what Wanta dicho !!!! hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
I'm not the type to only use one name for a Pokemon. It's not like I will always name my Blastoises something specific o like that..

But Snorlax?...only one name will be allowed.

#Snorgasm publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly though, the más I reflect upon Fushimi's character, the más I kind of really kind of see and personally feel the degree of which my family condition and my less... enjoyable experiences have warped my view of the world and relationships and behaviors and all that stuff.

Cos honestly... Fushimi and I have a lot of similar dynamics in past and a lot of similar dynamics in present. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like lectura analyses on his characters and one of the tumblr people I follow responding to "what if"s about him and explaining it, sometimes when his past and his family stuff get brought up a part of me kinda... like... gets that "this is too close to home" feeling which I kinda actually like since Im kinda trying to work though them hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
FINALLY SPRING BREAK publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I mean Im kinda busy still but sh hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Noice! Damn the fact that your Break starts right when mine is about to end though XD !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
*has 482 Gladion imágenes to post on my club*

*already has 88 imágenes on my club*

*not sure if theres overlap*

*does she have time to post all those?*

*also has like 300+ Fushimi imágenes to post on her club*

*also has to make all the Gladion and Fushimi icons*

*might and likely still has yet to post some Danganronpa collections*

MY OBSESSIVENESS IS PACKED publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I wonder what my flow chart for posting on this muro is...

Like what makes my brain go "We should post that on the wall" versus not even recommending / mentioning it. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I hate youtube and how it triggers my loves.

I wanna play Pokemon, Danganronpa, and Hatoful Boyfriend right now and all three of them cant function together :v :v :v publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Doesnt help I also wanna write three side stories as well rn XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Seriously yall need to check out Chase Holfelder.

If I had a constant income, I would totally give a portion out to support him on Patreon

He has a wonderful voice and makes great music. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I be all like

"Yay! Today is my día to relax. Lets RP, play video games, watch two episode s of anime, read three chapters of manga, listen to music, watch youtube, and hang out with a friend. I will allocate roughly an hora to each.

So lets get to relaxing starting with RP. Wanta hurry up and start so I dont waste time relaxing.

Okay good now onto-"

"You should chill and relax" publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
"IM TOTALLY RELAXING. I WROTE IT DOWN IN MY MENTAL SCHEDULE THAT IM RELAXING. LOOK ITS RIGHT THERE. I DONT HAVE TIME TO SIT DOWN AND DO NOTHING. I DONT HAVE TIME TO RELAX WHILE I SHOULD BE RELAXING. GOSH" hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Is that a hint that I should reply? hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
It is something that I have noticed as well. One más apparent fact about tu XD !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I usually cant nap in the día time since I am way too pressured por time and because Im just not comfortable sleeping during the time my brain allocates to doing things o around my family...

But at times, I come to the logical conclusion that por not getting rest and choosing to remain tired, I am greatly wasting time so I force myself to sleep as to satisfy and alleviate the time pressure I have XD publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Riku is sleepy. Now is the time to post REALLY confusing things on here. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Tfw tu becerro randomly wants to make a few minuto long super cramp at like .... five in the morning, leaving your leg to be super picky of how tu sleep without pain, then tu wake up later and it can barely hold any weight while walking publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
UGH LUSAMINE WHY DO I HATE AND amor tu SO MUCH

LIKE I WANT TO amor YOU

BUT LIKE

tu TORTURED MY GLADION, MY LILLIE, AND MY GUZMA

LIKE....

I HATE tu SO MUCH BUT amor tu SO MUCH AND I HATE HAVING CONFUSED FEELINGS OVER CHARACTERS publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
TFW tu arent sure if tu are just mentally stable and in a good mood o if your brain returned to not trying to harass yourself with unpleasant situations and went back to deciding it was alright to let dicho things remain forgotten. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Either way Im in a good mood so Ill leave figuring THAT out to my therapist hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Riku: "Ask me anything!"

Wanta: *goes to Rikus blog*

Riku: "I DIDN'T MEAN IT STAHP!" publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Most People: WHAT IF IT POOPS ON ME?!

Me: Awww whos a good boy Lucy- *notices my hand has poop on it* *sigh* Lucy really? Was that on your back o did tu just let that one rip at some point? Go back to the cage. I have to go clean my hand. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tu know a bird trusts tu and loves yo uwhen they let tu grab their head and neck, pull the mright up to your mouth and kiss their entire head

Lucy is just like ":3 Moms scratching me and gave me a kiss :3 Forget tht my most delicate part of my body is between her fingers and my head in her palm and up against her mouth" publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I FINALLY GOT THE TAG PAGE TO WORK :v

IT ONLY TOOK ME LIKE TWENTY minutos TO GET THE FILTER FUNCTION TO WORK AND ANOTHER TWENTY minutos BEFORE IT TO REALIZE THE TAG THEME I WAS WORKING WITH JUST WOULDNT FIT WHAT I WANT

WOO

https://jaden-writes.tumblr.com/tags

LOOK tu CAN CLICK THE SIDE BAR TITLES AND ITLL ORGANIZE THE TAG BOXES :V publicado hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
Congrats xD. Seriously when I first started fiddling with themes there were aspects that gave me hell as well. Like using custom fonts lol. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
XD I almost always fiddle with themes. I like to thing Im pretty good at them..? I mean for an amateur that doesnt make her own XD hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^Same XD hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
The más I think about it, the más I realize I am set in stone AGAINST ever using Mega Evolutions. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also for those that didnt know, I set up a new blog for escritura fanfics and misceláneo stories. I might stick with it, I might not.

On there, for the sake of not sounding Kingdom Hearts focused and not using my real name, I decided Id go por the name Jaden XD

For now the url is jaden-writes.tumblr.com if yall wanna check out a mostly blank but set up blog. publicado hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
I followed. Also I read your about and honestly I don't think riku is a cringey name. I can think of alot of names that are cringey. I think riku as a name is just chill really. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Oh yeah I know XD I just dont like having character names too much these days. Riku is fine to me cos like... Its pretty much almost as much of my name as my actual name (maybe even more, it used to be tbh). Its just that since Im starting off, I want to start fresh with a más normalish name XD hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Interesting. I followed as well. Looks nice. Can't help but wonder how that particular name came up XD !!!! hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
@Riku ^Fair enough. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
God its been so long since I wrote anything remotely steamy o smutty.

Ive reverted from escritura it just as a naturally as anything else to going back to having to pause and figure it out. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Believe in the me that believes in your libido publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
^ !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Yall ever post something in a light corazón and with the intention of specifically making a fun conversation o for some jokes to be made about it but instead it turns out to do the exact opposite?

But instead tu of ":feelsbadman:" tu are just más like

https://tinyurl.com/ybxak93e publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Quite honestly tho XD This happens too much with me hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Especially since I have a horrible sense of dark humor a lot of the time. Especially irl with people hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Most of the time, the exact opposite of the opposite tu mentioned yourself happens to me !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Gosh making a blog theme look nice always takes hours... publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
I can imagine hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
It does hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
It sure can be tricky !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I still sometimes wonder to what degree Im closer to being gay than straight.

Cos honestly, I think Im like 65-70% gay and 30-35% straight XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Enough pondering this strange topic tho XD hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Embrace the Gayness, dudette. registrarse the Prez's Side !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I can also be a TOTAL flirt to girls if I want to be XD Literally spent a 10 hora Disneyland trip fake flirting with a lesbian cos my friend thought it was a good idea to invite a homophobe, a homosexual, and a bisexual together for her birthday. That of which when the homosexual and homophobe have poor waters with each other XD

10/10 would have kissed her just to make the homophobe uncomfortable if I wasnt a besar virgin then. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I also dont really take besar seriously o anything. It can be casual for me XD I just respect the wishes of my partner so Im not allowed to XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also, I little strange 'fun' idea since I heard about it on a youtube video is being a bisexual polygamous dom with like... beta females and all.

Like I liked the idea of it and thought it would be interesting and a nice dynamic to have with people.

But then I take like... a bit to realize.

Im not really all that sexual.

I really wouldnt take action into it and might not like it because of the sex-based atmosphere XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Also lowkey sad I never got to kiss a girl XD Literally small stuff like that sometimes makes a small part of me be upset my relationship hasnt died XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Personally, I never really understood how people see men and women seperately when it comes to crushes and all. That being said, I still dont get crushes, but I guess Ive been hardcore bi since before I knew it was a thing?

Cos it just doesnt make sense to me (I mean it makes logical sense, but when analyzing emotions it doesnt) for amor to be specifically segregated por gender XD

Women can make my corazón tick - so can men. Gender rarely ever even remotely came into the picture publicado hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
It's kinda simple. Sometimes tu just know what tu like. I know I cannot ever be pansexual o bi. It's not me. But I can understand why someone would be like that regardless. hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
If I was bi/pan I think I'd find nearly everyone fuckable/attractive dado how I am while straight. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
What Blind said, pretty much. tu just know it. It comes along naturally, I suppose !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Me: We should write. Its getting late and we planned to do that today

Me: We should also go do our homework cos thats actually due

Me: Hmmmm.

Me: Lets just listen to música and shit post on our club. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
*narrows eyes*

Some misceláneo website gave me advertisements for a Sarumi poster and Bird Treats. >.> Someones tracking my interests quite well publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Its a cute poster tho so Im not even mad hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
link hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I like helping people.

The world is too dark for everyone to be going through it alone.

Friendship and connections are what brings light to the darkness and lets the world be beautiful and shine wonderfully.

If I could help bright light to someone's world, its one of the best things I could ask for. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I feel some people get so lost in their own world that they often forget there are still people drowning in a dark abyss. Sometimes tu are in there too, sometimes your world is a beautiful one full of light, but just being there for another person... regardless of if tu are drowning in darkness o basking in the light, that spark could change someone's world hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
And there is little más rewarding than realizing tu changed someone's world for the better hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
AMEN TO THAT POST! I share those feelings as well. Well said, Comrade !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I dunno if its a normal thing o not.... but does anyone else ever get the feeling they enjoy being.... like... depressed and mentally tortured más than being normal o happy at times..?

Like maybe its because being depressed, feeling like crap, and having poor mental stability has been with me so long that it almost developed as part of my identity, o becuase, as my therapist words it, I grew up in a constant "crisis" state at home...

But sometimes I feel like I miss being unstable. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Sometimes having a peaceful happy life feels so... odd, foreign, and just wrong and my mind does mention that its dull and boring even though I dont feel that way hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Its cause of this that sometimes Im tempted to let myself go just because for some reason going back to that mental state is oddly... beckoning. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
^ Indeed. It is something that has really stood out, Riku !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also people underestimate what it means to be on my good side and a team mate of mine. Cos like in Stats, I had to break up my group since we couldnt have groups of 5 and all, but back then I would bring comida and snacks and all for project days and share it with them and make sure they knew everything they were doing

But now that they are broken up, even though I stated that Im still going to treat them as if they were in my group, they dont bother coming por and asking for help? publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like I reject a lot of people help, especially when I find the topic too easy o people keep asking me the same damn question, but I would like walk over to my old group and be like "So Luke, do tu need any help? tu do realize Ill always respond to tu right?" hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I can be very cold and sometimes self centered with how I help people, but when Ive chosen people I like and people to be group members / team members / pack members, I will make sure they succeed and grow strong no matter what. I have a busy schedule and tu need an hora of tutoring o help? I gotchya. tu need más practice and involvement in band? I gotcha, Ill recommend tu for the side things from now on. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
But yeah, out side of being a pack / team member of mine, the only other ways to get help from me is A) Im bored B) tu are offering comida I like in exchange o C) money. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly...

I bond with people very animalistically XD publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Same. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I so badly want all birds in the world to be happy and live happy lives.

I dont know why I feel so strongly about birds in specific, but just seeing like documentaries its like

UGH BIRDS. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I write to vent. I write to express and process emotions I otherwise would struggle with.

Personally Ive always struggled with it, but its really only through escritura that I could ever really truly make sense of what was going on

So its part of the reason I write as much as I do.

A lot of my 'articles' Ive written never got posted, either because they went to nonsensical places, o because they were to real and too personal publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
"Low carb diets aren't healthy if done for long periods of time."

Me: *sighs and facepalms at the misinformation being spread* publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Me: *took Smokey out and shes hanging out on me*

Elvis, her mate: *crying and calling for her to come back*

Me: *sticks tongue out* SHE WAS MINE FIRST. tu GET HER ALL día AND SHE USUALLY DOESNT WANT TO STAY WITH ME. LET ME ENJOY THIS publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
*tries to do some Pokemon Showdown*

"NO! tu can't use this cuz Swagger clause."

"NO! tu can't use this cuz evasion clause."

"NO! tu can't have this mover when combined with this other mover the Pokemon can legitimately learn"

"NO!

"NO!"

"NO!"

And now I remember why I don't play competitive Pokemon. I'll stick with the más challenging PVE cuz tiers suck and "competitive" is kind of a joke publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^That and sticking with just us XD hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Semi-competitively hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Tru hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I hate Wanta. He entices the devil in me publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
IVE CHANGED MY WAYS DAMN IT. I DONT NEED TO TORTURE MY CHARACTERS ANY MORE. IVE GROWN PAST IT BUT HE TEMPTS IT hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Okay not so much anymore but still. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly, there are so many people who have changed my life, I cant even thank them all.

Even the ones that gave me a 'negative' change in my life. I've learned so much from them too. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I personally owe a lot to animales to be honest.

Especially Smokey. She was there when no one else was and shes a wonderful sweet and pure cockatiel. I often talk about her son a lot, but shes the best bird in the world.

I amor her so much. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly, I might go into Conservation teams instead of Veterinarian, o be a Veterinarian for a zoo o something. I think the idea of rescuing endangered species, especially birds, sounds super fulfilling. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Made this foros which I may o may not use but wanted to advertise

link publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
But honestly, experiencing life is horrible XD

Stress is so much más extreme when your mind doesnt automatically numb it, depression is much más stinging and consuming when your mind doesnt block it out and choose to be happy after three segundos of it, etc

I mean it is worth it in the long run and even just in some aspects outside of the long run, but really... life was easy dissociated. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Its like "/testingcheatsenabled true" on sims where tu can keep the health bar up por dragging it up. tu can do wayyyy más than if tu didnt use the cheat. Getting through each día is sooooo much easier for the most part. But the challenge of the game goes away and tu get bored of it when tu stop getting your sadistic pleasure from it hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly sometimes it amazes me.

The amount other people have to go through before their brain says "This is too much for me, we are disconnecting" and reach the point of dissociation Ive spent most of my life and especially my teenage years in.

It really makes me wonder how horribly overwhelmed, scared, and affected my brain was from things I still dont remember really o understand. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Mine is as bad as it is because it became an exercised coping mechanism throughout my childhood so Im much más prone to it, but even so. hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Riku: Wanta truly has an expertise in Pokemon and can be questioned for advice!

Wanta: *using a Special Attacking Moxie Pyroar* publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
There is little más rewarding than helping someone out and watching them grow from it. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Heres an idea for self improvement. Think of one o two things tu care a lot about o an activity tu are interested and lista as many things of that in which tu are lacking o suck at.

Rank those things tu are lacking in priority to tu and focus on working on something at least every other día and if tu are really up for it, every day.

Youll be shocked at how much progress and mastery tu can get por adding one o two things to the lista of things to work on daily publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
My main one is my mental health XD But I also do work towards escritura and creating más stable and sturdy relationships irl. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I think Ill soon get to adding stuff for the future as well like.... working on weights o whatever since I might need that if I end up working at a zoo for a bit during my educational career after I get a bachelor degree - o just en general, general to be healthy hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
I believe some Exercise in general should be pretty good for tu indeed !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
“I created the OASIS because I never felt at inicial in the real world. I didn't know how to connect with the people there. I was afraid, for all of my life, right up until I knew it was ending. That was when I realized, as terrifying and painful as reality can be, it's also the only place where tu can find true happiness. Because reality is real.” publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Sad I couldnt fit a Silvally into my profile.

Also

#HailLordLopunny publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
#HailLordLopunny'sChild hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Riku has internet: https://avatars.mds.yandex.net/get-pdb/163339/397b0d96-585d-412c-9c67-46434db655cf/orig publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I AM BACK.

I HAVE INTERNET publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
YAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS! WELCOME BACK FLUFF !!!! hace más de un año
GDragon612 comentó…
yeheah!!!!! wb riku hun🌹 hace más de un año
SilentForce comentó…
Glad to see that tu have come back from the dead hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Note: Consider changing the sentence in the eulogy to "but instead am glad to have gotten the opportunity to see her grow from a Derpy Lil Shit into an older, wiser, bustier, but not necessarily taller Derpy Lil Shit." publicado hace más de un año
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wantadog dicho …
RIP Riku. May she pass on peacefully to the other side and immediately become way too busy. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Yall bore me. I come on and no stupid shit has been going on in the día o two I was mostly absent? publicado hace más de un año
Heartbeat- comentó…
Tbh I’ve been getting sick easily these days🤨 hace más de un año
Heartbeat- comentó…
Welcome back 🌷 hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Hello bitches. Im at school and have internet here

Fuck yeah. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Ps. Im not dead publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
HOOLYYYYYY SHIEEEEEET! RIKU IS ACTUALLY ALIVE !!!! hace más de un año
GDragon612 comentó…
yeah !!!!!!!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Now the real question. Will we ever get back to K? publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Someday, Riku. Someday... hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Soon enough XD !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I really do have some of the best people around me.

As someone who has been around multiple codependent friends and my family the way it is, this is really nice.

Having a good group of friends and a good community makes being depressed a quite harder. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
On a brighter note tho

On the field trip to the zoo yesterday, I impressed my classmates and my chaperones how skilled I was at identifying birds

Like I was better than the teachers XD

And apparently no one know what this "dinosaur looking bird with the weird beak"

link publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
I always loved that Bird XD !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
To put how exhausting this week has been, I usually wake up at an average time of 6:30 am on school days, run a normal school day, maybe go to someones house, do some homework, play games, and go to sleep around 11:30 pm o 12 am kind of tired.

I woke up at 10 am today, and its not even 9 pm yet and Im exhausted to the point it should be 2 o 3 am if the time was dependent on my energy levels publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
An early sleep could do tu some good !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
OKAY I JUST REALLY HAD TO SAY THIS COS IT REALLY STOOD OUT TO ME

"Whats the point of having pistolas if tu cant aim
Whats the point of having bloods with no veins
Whats the point of having amor with no pain"

Like... I just have to point out how thats really well written. The first two statements are pretty factually real and true. If tu cant aim, no point in having guns. If tu dont have veins, your blood is pretty pointless.

So its indirectly saying amor is factually tied with pain. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Thats like... so nicely put through. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I mean I disagree. But.. XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Really though. NF has some really powerful and well written lyrics. publicado hace más de un año
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Riku114 dicho …
Honestly, tu are all too wonderful people.

For how horrible this week has been treating me, I have so many supportive, caring, concerned and wonderful friends trying to help me in the way they can and Ive really do appreciate it.

Its a really nice change from what Im used to.

I amor tu all. <3 publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
^ The feeling's mutual. tu can be sure of that !!!! hace más de un año
Heartbeat- comentó…
link hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
link hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Since Ive literally had a mental breakdown every día of the week (well week thus far, the five days into it) thus far, I am saying "Fuck it" and even though I have a test tomorrow, Im just not going to school and going to give myself a "mental health break."

Ive never had one before, but I figure five mental breakdowns in five days qualifies me for a single día free (except for packing) publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
That sounds like a good idea. tu certainly seem like tu need a break. más than one really, in my opinion !!!! hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
How to defeat the Generation 1 Elite Four using only 1 Pokemon and zero items.

Step 1: Capture a Diglett o Dugtrio from Digletts Cave

Step 2: Put Earthquake on Dugtrio

Step 3: Go to Celadon City and purchase TM 15, Hyper Beam.

Step 4: Beat Elite Four. (Hyper Beam requires no recharge if tu KO the opposing Pokemon. Earthquake handles Agatha.) publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
I have done the same. Only that I had a Charizard. I simply spammed my strongest attacks and got through !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Me: *is on my own profile* *wants to get to my club* *habitually clicks the first link* *gets Monika* ..... im hacked #JustMonika publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Past: hola Riku! Lets go back to shit we tried to forget!

Me: ... uh... no

Present: hola Riku! How about me? Lets look at how tired we are and our current and upcoming schedule this week and realize we are EXTREMELY overexerted!

Me: ... no thank... you

Future: hola Riku! Lets think about coll-

Me: Fuck off. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also Doki Doki Literature is probably not a good game for people like me as I discussed with Wanta

But at the same time, its people like me that probably like it the most publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Quick question. If in Pokemon Ultra Sun/Moon, Maxie and all have Groudon and Kyogre, why did they registrarse Team arco iris Rocket anyways...?

Like why didnt they just flood / drought the world right away like they planned to?

Thats the real pregunta Im wondering from the game. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I demand life cut me some slack.

Like can I have one día without it trying to raise the torture level? publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Wall: Wow! Riku is so optimistic about her mental state and her breakdowns!

Me: :) Yep

Wanta / Others I ranted to: *shakes head slowly* tu havent seen behind the scenes publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Also, apologies if during one of those breakdowns I write some reaaaaaallllyyyy crazy shit. I can really get bad in them hace más de un año
Heartbeat- comentó…
No need to apologize. tu can rant all tu want as long as tu get it off your chest. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
^ THIS. It is only natural really so do not feel bad about it !!!! hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
Rant all tu want Rku. It's fine. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
OKAY SO HERES THE THING.

DISSOCIATVE BREAKDOWNS ARE PIECES OF CRAP. tu get existential crisis like never before, tu ruin relationships, tu feel lonelier than shit, #ExtremeNihilism, tu literally dont feel like tu exist, life becomes super boring, tu dont even know why tu are living cos tu feel nothing, and they can last anywhere from half an hora to two o so months from my experiences.

BREAKDOWNS INVOLVING TRAUMA ARE WAAAAAYY BETTER. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
They are VERY intense, horrible, tu literally feel crazy, tu loose control for a bit, tu feel strangled, tu have to leave, and its horrible and hits out of nowhere and its painful, however its much más manageable because they are usually no longer than an hora (given mental state was decent before) and tu can return to being happy and feeling GREAT after hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Shitty culo Dissociative Breakdowns ruin the rest of the día even when tu get out of it, make your paranoid for the siguiente week o so, until tu ultimately fall into another one again hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Lets see how bad this trauma related stuff can get though. Apparently it only gets worse from here until my mind has fully processed everything so *cracks knuckles* Lets do this bois hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
once upon a time publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
In a medieval display in the center of the clothing section of a Walmart in San Francisco hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
And finally he met a lion named "HOLY FUCK A LION SOMEBODY HELP ME!" hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
and that was how Carl's story ended hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
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Riku114 dicho …
ŀŃŚŁŒ¾¤ĈĢġŌĩŏçąË¯þď ŅúĿĈĊìş¹ĈũģÈŕéśŅĵĿŊ ³ŌČŃëşĩ×Đó§¤ĬƬďîþÑ publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
ĻŤâůÝå¿ŕºÞ·íÐŏŪĜ¡¡¦ ÖŻģŮÄňķĪ£ÈĈč©È©ŻáóĒ Ċ¢®ĿŠŊěŤįïú¤ťË°ŇķĻ¬ publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
For youtube to actually convince me Doki Doki Literature Club was worth going back for despite its slow pace, it REALLY had to spoil a good handful of things, but at the same time it did win me over so... XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
So I got spoiled on a lot of Sayori and Monika, Wanta got a lot of Yuri and Monika, and neither of us got much of anything if at all of rosado, rosa haired girl I forgot the name of XD Shes still a mystery hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Dammit Riku! Why the need for Spoilers??? Meh... Regardless, good to know that it won tu over even if it was expected !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
XD I know I just forgot Natsuki's name. TBH I want más Natsuki in later parts o something. Cos like.... shes the only one I felt seguro around excluding Sayori XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
*sick* publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
tu are sick? hace más de un año
Heartbeat- comentó…
linkFeel better;3 hace más de un año
GDragon612 comentó…
get well soon riku ೋღღೋ hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Mood: Better and noice publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Decision, since I probably can, Imma take today as a "day off" and just relax and not worry about college, packing, o mental health o anything. Just dedicate today to #FeelGood and #EnjoyLife to balance out the days hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Hopefully I can XD My parents could screw up my plans o me getting sick / más irritated in the throat due to dust might too. But #RP #Gaming #Music hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Best idea hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
This Mood is precious and needs to be treasured !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Mood: amargo, amargos and apathetic. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Mood: link hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Mood: Why cant I write my relatable RP character's story? Why am I too tired to write it properly? Boo. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Mood: Will probably be better tomorrow morning and is just amargo, amargos and apathetic because shes super drained and exhausted hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
TFW tu are doing Pokemon Showdown and the opponent turns on the timer while tu take a moment to get acclimated to the gen 7 Pokemon and tu get so pissed, tu promptly wipe the floor with them without mostrando any mercy.

Riku can attest, I embarrassed the kid. publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Relatable !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
To be honest, anyone who abuses their children in any form deserve hell.

Because honestly, the amount of life long crap tu put them in, screw them over mentally, and make them have to deal with is horrible. Honestly, I almost say it might be better to give them mercy and kill them instead of cursing them with such a state of being for the rest of their life - o at least for the rest of their childhood they will never get back. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Plus people who kill children get much más severely punished than those that abuse them. For fucks sake, one of my friend's dad tried to rape her and hes still a roaming free man hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like seriously why the fuck is he still roaming? I actually know a lot of people who have PTSD because of my old group therapy and I can say 90% of their abusers are running fucking free. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I mean trade my eternal soul and put it in eternal torture for all child abusers to be stuck in there for eternity? Im almost down. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Im honestly not really sad o anything, just really stressed out, overworked, and exhausted managing college stuff, school, my family, my mental health, and moving at once.

I could use a lap to sleep on. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
tu need a good ol Siberian Husky to cuddle up to hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
o an Akita. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
That is only natural, Riku. Lots of stuff pulling tu from every direction. Organize your daily schedule well. Most of all, tu could really use some sleep indeed !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
That wonderful light feeling your head goes after tu intentionally null yourself out. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Yall ever get that feeling where tu want time to go por faster so tu just kinda want to go to sleep even though tu arent tired? publicado hace más de un año
Heartbeat- comentó…
Yep And! I’m still awake 😐 hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Quite a few times !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I know its whining but ugh. Why do I have so many events booked this week AND still have school at the same time :v publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
Can we trade? Can I have things to do all week while tu get to rest? I'd amor a week of nonstop job interviews hace más de un año
Heartbeat- comentó…
Super Riku hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
@Wanta For this week sure. :v hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Fun fact, I dont post my banners o backgrounds that I have on my perfil on my club since Im protective of the things I made personally for my use only XD However if I do make a perfil banner o background for other people, I do like to share them XD publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
<3 !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I havent had nachos in a while... I should probably have some nachos. publicado hace más de un año