That even if I'm feeling lonely o depressed, not to completely rely on others to entertain me o make me feel better. In the end, the one person I can completely rely on is myself, and that having my own activities I can do in my own free time will be less of a let down than when others get too busy and pay less attention to me. Relationships, whether they be friendships o the whole deal, aren't here to make me feel less lonely, but are here for me to learn how to amor someone other than just myself, and it's not okay to be in a relationship for the wrong reason like because I'm scared of being alone. It puts too much pressure on another human being, and taking the time to get to know myself in situation like those will be the key to finding self-content. I know this now, but it would have saved a lot of friendships if I had known it all then.
Prepare yourself for challenges life throws your way. Never give up. Never compromise on your hopes and dreams. Don't procrastinate. Always be there for your friends and family. Go to college don't take a break.Make better educated judgments on how to proceed.
It really will get better. All this pain will become a distant memory. If tu keep working hard towards your dreams, you'll be able to learn from those experiences and be a better person for it.
I would change nothing. Sad as parts of my life may have been, to change them is to warp every experience I've had since, which in turn destroys the person I am now.
Start watching anime and lectura manga sooner....it's very soothing to realize how many of the characters are not much different then you...
Hide yourself better...
Don't let anyone in...the ones that are closest will hurt tu most...And the ones tu think are close friends will always stab tu in the back. They'll be talking behind your back in front of you...by whispering to each other as if you're not standing right there.
Do not get excited over anything under any circumstance...every time tu get excited whatever it is will be ripped away from you...
Don't be yourself, it'll only get tu in trouble...
LIE! Lie about everything because no one can handle the truth and it'll only cause issues when tu tell it!
Be friends with the voices...they may be annoying but tu made them to help you, remember?
Keep escritura and keep drawing no matter what they say...it'll keep tu sane...
Humans are not to be trusted with anything tu think o feel, because they will only use it to their advantage.
The only way tu are to tell your true emotions is through poetry, because they will not take a segundo look at it.
Do not blame yourself for them hurting you. Do not think it's your fault...
Your little brother will be taking your place in your father's eyes after the divorce. After that there will be more...he will forget about tu and yet he will complain to family that tu were the one never there. Do not let him convince tu of it, he'll have made it very clear that the others are much más important.
Learn the true definition of feminism 'Beauty begins the moment tu decide to be yourself' (Coco Chanel) so stop trying to be anything other than yourself Think before tu speak ESPECIALLY on the internet and ESPECIALLY if it's a contentious subject. tu won't marry him, but you'll achieve más important dreams The universidad of your dreams will say no. Apply anyway. Be less self conscious. Study Law, fotografía and Textiles rather than German, música and Systems. Love. Your corazón will break. amor more.
