What should I do? (PLEASE ANSWER)

tu don't need to feel bad about anything.. it happens to everyone... even me... it's just at a point we are tired of all our failures so our confidence just breaks down.. just try to happy.. if tu feel bad aur low just share it with anyone tu trust... spend time with friends.. and most importantly dont care about what others think about you.. and forget everything that happened it the past.. it is no longer part of your life.. tu just don't need to explain yourself to anyone... just believe in yourself and work for what tu actually want not what others want from you.. because it's your life not theirs not even your parents' so if you'll do what tu want to everything will fall in place.. n lastly if want to visit a therapist it's upto tu and tu should never ever feel bad to speak out what tu feel.. that's what kills us. just speak ..

I hope I helped not good at advice.... sorry

Act like this guy:

Tell your therapist..it's not good to keep stuff bottled up inside you,trust me *fist bump* :)

tu definetly need to see a Therapist because it this goes any farther it might be dangerous, and also tu need to tell someone how tu feel because keeping things inside isn't good for tu and it actually only makes tu feel worse.