My life is okay. I have a inicial and a family. I am tired of school and all of those idiotic fools. None of them understand me. I have always felt as if I would fit better in another time period than this one.. Forever shall I feel that way.
The only thing I love/enjoy/appreciate is Keith, He is the only thing I can count on being there día after day.
I know I have things pretty good compared to most, but I still hate my life. My "parents" don't support ANYTHING I do o want to do, they don't let me be myself, they a basically forcing me to go to college. They are forcing religion on me, and gender. They also have these unrealistic expectations. It's so fucking annoying. And and and they refuse to let my grow up, to my dad I'm 6 and to my mom I'm 10. My "best friend" treats me like shit half the time, takes me for granted, and think my world revolves around her, she constantly rubs things in my face, but she's my only friend
My life is also very confusing, because my parents aren't actually my parents, my sister is my mom, and I have no fucking clue who my biological father is/was.
I just really dislike my life. All the materiel objects I have mean nothing to me, it's only the relationships I care about, and I reallly don't have any of those.
Honestly though, I don't believe that any person's life is worse o better than anothers. But I am grateful for what I have, as much as I complain o screw it up repeatedly, there are some things I wouldn't trade the world for. And I am grateful that those people and things are willing to put up with me. Cause though I like occasional solitude and el espacio and tend to be an idiot who psuhes people away~ I would make one sorry culo lonely loser.
So yeah...life is good. Rough spots, especially now. But hola that's life, can tu imagine if everything was good all the time, o flipside, bad all the time? Holy crap it would be insanely boring and uniform! And boredom is one of the worst things ever. As is beng the same with no change.
My parents have told me they hate me, I was almost raped por my old best friend, I had one friend throughout elementary school, I used to cry all the time in 4th and 5th grade, I used to cut myself and try to kill myself, and I'm made fun of at school. But I'm happy with my life. I have friends, and so far everyone on fanpop has been nice to me. I'm not starving and I have a roof over my head. Even though my life seems to suck sometimes, I'm grateful for what I have. :)