I think I was Neverland at the age of 21

omg hi! tu know that feeling when tu do believe in Peter Pan and think of him and that's it but never really do anything..recently ive been having this fear of growing..I'm turning 22 siguiente mes and I've been having major anxiety and had a emotional night while crying cause I can't see myself getting older and I started listening to too '2nd estrella to the right'..i was going back through my old posts and realize that I missed him. I prayed and wished 11:11 twice and last night's dream..I felt like I was in Neverland on Captain Hook's ship cause he had the lost boys and I had to save them, it was on water and the ship was getting destroyed and I had to hop on another ship but Peter and campanita wasn't there..just me trying to save the lost boys.

Is That Normal?