What up?

Hi guys well i told tu that i heard a panflute last week during the día and i automatically thought of Peter. And then i had a dream last week too about Peter, Hook and Neverland to explain it to tu i can't really remember all of it but i remember that i was in Neverland in the hideout of the boys and i had a bad feeling because Peter went to my inicial and i dont know why and he didn't came back for a long time and i told tink that she should find him because i was worried and i couldnt fly and when se went to find him i was outside then and wanted to learn to fly por myself so i dont need tink's dust and there was something with hook and the boys too but i cant remember what but then Peter came back with two letters for me and i dont know why he had them o what it was but then it was going on but i don't remember anything else. What could this mean ? And since that i didnt get any signs and there were the first for about two months because i last had a dream of him ok the 09.05.17 . So what could it mean ? Are there any chances that he would take really to neverland? Please i need concrete respuestas because i'm freaking out i can't do this any longer i can't live in this hell called world i just can't i really need Peter to take me to Neverland please if tu see him tell him that please ☺️ And i want to to tell him that i don't habe school o work till September so he can come everyday and everytime he wants and because i don't have anything to do i'll stay up the half of the night and is this a problem for him ? And i too have this ferling to get his attention i have to something big like jumping off somthing big o something .
Thank tu