Backstage During The History Tour

It was another día without Michael. Wait until it's a year. My phone rung "Hello. This is depression you're calling. What tu want?" I groaned "Hey , single lady. It's Danny." He answered. I quickly hung up the phone. It rung again "What do tu want from me?" I moaned "I got something for tu , babe." He dicho as I quickly woke up "First. I'm not your babe. Secondly. What did tu get?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm coming over today." He whispered as I looked at the phone like: The fuck. I hung up and stayed in cama drinking a glass of Whiskey as the door opened "Danny , what have tu brought...

I looked around the warehouse. It was spacious and big with a broken windows and broken glass on door. There were rats scattering around the corners and nibbling on dead rats and squeaking. I looked up at one of the guys "My name's Carmine." He dicho as he took his cuchillo and softly caressed my cheek again , I looked the other way while he grabbed my face "Don't be such a bitch. I might cut off your pretty face." He pushed my head back while his assistant , brung a bucket of water "Here tu go." He dicho as he gave Carmine the bucket. He dumped the water on me then untied me from the chair and...

I truly believe that each time he dicho that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd amor me,no matter what I was,but he'd amor me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the día throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I amor MICHAEL,that...

The siguiente día , I woke up to a phone call "Hello?" I dicho "Hey Nesha , it's me , Michael." I filled my spirit with life "Hey Michael. How tu doing?" He giggled at my excitement "I'm doing good and you?" Michael sounded so sweet "Good. Just got up and I'm ready for the world. Just need to brush my teeth." I joked as he laughed "You're so silly." he dicho as I laughed "Are tu coming over today?" I desperately needed to know "Hmmm. Yeah I'll come over today." He dicho as we dicho goodbye and hung up. I still felt mariposas in my stomach "I'm so in love." I dicho to myself as my phone rang and...