I woke up siguiente to Asad "Hey, lover." I whispered, gently nibbling on his earlobe "Hi, Nesha. That tickles." He giggled as I stopped as I got up and cooked some breakfast "No work today?" Asad asked as I chuckled "I wish. After work I'm gonna visit a friend of mine." I put his plate on the mesa, tabla while I did the same. When I was done , I drove to the jail where Michael was and signed a paper to go in and talk to him. I walked in and there were inmates talking to there parents and loved ones. They were crying to them, begging, and pulling their hair out because of the point in there lives now "Hey Nesha." He hugged me as I did the same "Hi Michael. Lovely to see you." I looked into his eyes and the flame in my corazón started to burst into a full fuego "So how are you?" Michael dicho as I smiled "Great now that I got a job as a journalist for New York Times newspaper." "Wow that's nice. I'm sorry about what I dicho on the phone." Michael admitted as I held his hand "That's okay Michael, I moved on." I dicho as he smiled "Who's the lucky fish?" He laughed as I blushed "His name is Asad. A real sweetheart. We had sex." I dicho as he looked at me with the eyes saying:Are tu serious "I just wanted to let tu know so tu won't get any ideas." I dicho "What kind of ideas?" Michael asked in a deep voice, looking at me with nasty thoughts as we laughed "Wow Michael. Still dirty in a funny way." "Yeah I know. But I have to be a good boy for the officers so I can get out of here early." Michael joked as I chuckled "So, when are tu coming back?" "On your birthday. But in 1996." We were having a great conversation with each other and caught up on a lot of things. Even though Michael was in jail , he was the same loving, kind, and open hearted boy I used to know. It was like he never changed and no one could ever change him "I miss tu a lot, Nesha." Michael looked into my eyes and my knees trembled. Oh God , how could he torture me like this? I still had something for him...Those mariposas fluttered again! I was open for him. jesús why? "Oh." That was all I could spit out "Oh?" Michael worried as I quickly apologized "Sorry. I miss tu too hubby-I mean Michael." He started to do that sexy thing with his bottom lip and raised his eyebrow "Hubby? Is there still something in tu with me?" I looked at the floor and shamefully answered yes. Michael got up and left "Don't be ashamed. I jack myself off for you." He whispered as I giggled "Michael why?" I laughed as he laughed with me. He left as I went on my way to work.
Michael still wanted me. I still wanted him. Oh my goodness! I just can't do it but I want to. I realized that I still yearn for his....oooh so sweet affection and the way he was so protective of me. The way he held me, spoke to me, treated me, and amor me. Michael was the best thing yet. But Asad is who I want to be with. I amor them both, but I just don't know. Asad throws me off. But, Michael seems to do más than that.
My mind is so bipolar at the moment of choosing the man I want. Bad boy o boy scout. Lord why? Just why? I can't leave Michael alone in my thoughts. I drove back inicial and called in sick at the job. I laid down feeling so confused "Hey babe. tu called in sick?" Asad walked in as I answered his question. I looked up to see that he was wearing nothing but his boxers. I groaned and fell back into the sofá "Why do tu have to be so sexy?" I asked as Asad laughed "I don't know. Maybe it's because I keep my body in check. Meaning that I can keep a six pack." He took a bite of his manzana, apple as I smiled then took a bite myself "I can keep one too." I joked. I took a nap and dreamt of Michael once again. But this dream was so hot and steamy. Whoa! I was making amor to him and his moans filled me up with butterflies. They released into the climax Michael produced inside me. I woke up and sighed "Michael why? Why do tu torture me like this?" I buried my face in my hands. Boy oh boy was I frustrated with my feelings.
My día was beginning to be the most frustrating days of my life. Asad sat right siguiente to me then held me "I amor you, Nesha." He whispered, his lips coming closer to mine. We kissed passionately. Now I'm seriously intoxicated por Asad and Michael. I feel like I needed to be gay enable to not feel this way "Asad, I amor tu too." This moment wasn't going to be the last. I was besar him forever but I was still thinking about Michael. I was really trying to get him out of my mind but he crept into my mind everytime.
I don't know who I want.
Michael o Asad? That was the pregunta that crawled around my brain like a bug.
Michael still wanted me. I still wanted him. Oh my goodness! I just can't do it but I want to. I realized that I still yearn for his....oooh so sweet affection and the way he was so protective of me. The way he held me, spoke to me, treated me, and amor me. Michael was the best thing yet. But Asad is who I want to be with. I amor them both, but I just don't know. Asad throws me off. But, Michael seems to do más than that.
My mind is so bipolar at the moment of choosing the man I want. Bad boy o boy scout. Lord why? Just why? I can't leave Michael alone in my thoughts. I drove back inicial and called in sick at the job. I laid down feeling so confused "Hey babe. tu called in sick?" Asad walked in as I answered his question. I looked up to see that he was wearing nothing but his boxers. I groaned and fell back into the sofá "Why do tu have to be so sexy?" I asked as Asad laughed "I don't know. Maybe it's because I keep my body in check. Meaning that I can keep a six pack." He took a bite of his manzana, apple as I smiled then took a bite myself "I can keep one too." I joked. I took a nap and dreamt of Michael once again. But this dream was so hot and steamy. Whoa! I was making amor to him and his moans filled me up with butterflies. They released into the climax Michael produced inside me. I woke up and sighed "Michael why? Why do tu torture me like this?" I buried my face in my hands. Boy oh boy was I frustrated with my feelings.
My día was beginning to be the most frustrating days of my life. Asad sat right siguiente to me then held me "I amor you, Nesha." He whispered, his lips coming closer to mine. We kissed passionately. Now I'm seriously intoxicated por Asad and Michael. I feel like I needed to be gay enable to not feel this way "Asad, I amor tu too." This moment wasn't going to be the last. I was besar him forever but I was still thinking about Michael. I was really trying to get him out of my mind but he crept into my mind everytime.
I don't know who I want.
Michael o Asad? That was the pregunta that crawled around my brain like a bug.
Asad or Michael?
Lloyd's of Londres has gone to court ... asking a judge to let the company off the financial hook, claiming it doesn't owe the Michael Jackson Estate $17.5 million on grounds MJ was a fraud.
The company issued the muilti-million dollar policy to cover the doomed "This Is It" tour for losses.
But Lloyd's claims it doesn't have to honor the policy for 2 primary reasons:
1. Michael Jackson and AEG allegedly lied about Michael's medical history -- specifically, MJ dicho he had not seen a doctor other than a cosmetic MD since June, 2005.
2. Michael did not disclose he was taking prescription drugs prior to and at the time of his death -- including Propofol.
Lloyd's is asking the court for a declaration that the policy is null and void as a result of the alleged fraud.
Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "This legal action is nothing más than an insurance company trying to avoid paying a legitimate claim por the insured."
The company issued the muilti-million dollar policy to cover the doomed "This Is It" tour for losses.
But Lloyd's claims it doesn't have to honor the policy for 2 primary reasons:
1. Michael Jackson and AEG allegedly lied about Michael's medical history -- specifically, MJ dicho he had not seen a doctor other than a cosmetic MD since June, 2005.
2. Michael did not disclose he was taking prescription drugs prior to and at the time of his death -- including Propofol.
Lloyd's is asking the court for a declaration that the policy is null and void as a result of the alleged fraud.
Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "This legal action is nothing más than an insurance company trying to avoid paying a legitimate claim por the insured."
Can I ask tu why
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask tu why
when My corazón is lonely
my amor for tu becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask tu why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask tu why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then tu turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I tu why
every hurt I feel
tu come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have amor for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that amor is enough for me
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask tu why
when My corazón is lonely
my amor for tu becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask tu why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask tu why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then tu turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I tu why
every hurt I feel
tu come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have amor for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that amor is enough for me
I would really be inspired to see less cursing, and más L.O.V.E. Just lovely words. Inspiring words. I know all of tu are very beautiful and kind people, but I really think the cursing needs to stop. I see we're all human, and all humans have moments of cursing, but it's still called human to it. May we all take a vow to utterly the cursing and wrong words... ? :)
Katherine Jackson told Oprah Winfrey ... it was Dr. Conrad Murray himself who broke the news that Michael Jackson was dead.
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On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.
She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"
See also
* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song
1108_katherine_jackson_oprah_video
On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.
She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"
See also
* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song
Dr. Conrad Murray had requested lifesaving equipment and back-up help for Michael Jackson from the promoter of the Londres concerts -- AEG -- but the company never came through, according to a new complaint filed por Joe Jackson.
TMZ broke the story -- Joe was gunning for AEG por filing complaints with the California Medical Board and another agency, alleging the concierto promoter abused Jackson in a way that led to his death -- and he's just filed with the Medical Board.
Joe claims days before Jackson's death Murray had requested a corazón resuscitation machine and a nurse in several e-mails making the request, but AEG never provided it.
According to the complaint, Joe is accusing AEG of co-opting Murray's medical judgment por enticing him with a huge salary -- in effect engaging in the "unlawful practice of corporate medicine."
Besides the CPR machine, Murray also asked for saline, catheters, needles and a gurney.
AEG and Murray had no comment.
TMZ broke the story -- Joe was gunning for AEG por filing complaints with the California Medical Board and another agency, alleging the concierto promoter abused Jackson in a way that led to his death -- and he's just filed with the Medical Board.
Joe claims days before Jackson's death Murray had requested a corazón resuscitation machine and a nurse in several e-mails making the request, but AEG never provided it.
According to the complaint, Joe is accusing AEG of co-opting Murray's medical judgment por enticing him with a huge salary -- in effect engaging in the "unlawful practice of corporate medicine."
Besides the CPR machine, Murray also asked for saline, catheters, needles and a gurney.
AEG and Murray had no comment.
