January 29, 2016,

I asked "are tu sure tu don't want me to stay a few más days?" Kyle dicho "trust me AJ; I've got everything under control! Let's just enjoy our last night together before tu leave tomorrow on tour." I sat down on the cama and dicho "I was really excited to leave; but now I'm a little worried!" Kyle asked as he put our four mes old daughter Addison on to the changing mesa, tabla "worried? Why? tu can trust me with Carter and Addison while you're gone!" I dicho "it's not that that am worried about! I'm so used to tu keeping me under control and out of trouble! It's pretty much going to be just me on my own for nine months! I'll be lucky if my manager even talks to me más than once a day! That leaves a lot of time for me to get into trouble! That's what I am worried about!" He dicho "I know that you're worried about that; but just remember what tu have to come inicial to! Two children that amor tu and a husband that would do anything for you!" I asked "promise that you'll have the nursery painted and decorated por the time I get back?" Kyle rolled his eyes and dicho "yes babe; I promise!" I asked "promise me that the house will not be a disaster when I come inicial in nine months?" He dicho "I can't guarantee that the house will be perfect when tu get back; but it'll be decent." I shut off the light on the nightstand and Kyle asked "you're going to sleep already?" I dicho "yeah; I have a long nine months ahead of me of lots of work; I need my rest." He dicho seeming disappointed "okay; I understand." I asked "why? What's wrong? Did tu want me to stay awake?" He dicho "no; nevermind." I dicho "okay" and rolled over as I turned the TV on.

January 30, 2016,

I woke up and noticed that it was still dark outside. I looked over at the clock which dicho 4 AM on it and realized that I wasn't going to be able to fall back asleep. I got out of cama and walked down the hallway and into Carter's room. As he slept I climbed into cama and laid siguiente to him. I looked at how peaceful he was and then looked around his bedroom. There were posters of the Power Rangers, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, SpongeBob SquarePants, and estrella Wars all over the walls. It kind of reminded me of what this bedroom looked like when it was my room.

I chuckled as I stared at Carter's tiny feet sticking out from the bottom of his blanket and I carefully slipped his feet under the covers. I kissed his forehead and made my way downstairs. I went into the cocina and got a bowl out of the dishwasher. I grabbed a box of Lucky charms out of the pantry and sat down on the living room sofá after pouring myself something to eat.

I turned on the TV and flipped through the channels. I noticed "Michael Jackson's this is it" was playing on mtv and decided to watch it; even though there was only about two minutos left before it ended. Just as it switched to the channel, the words "dedicated to Prince, Paris, and Prince Michael the segundo a.k.a. Blanket” flashed across the screen. I paused the TV and looked up to the sky as I dicho "I hope I'm doing the right thing por going on tour again dad! I have a bad feeling about this! I have too much going for me to mess it all up! My family is counting on me; but tu know how Hollywood is! They chew tu up and spit tu out faster than tu can defend yourself!"

I was interrupted por Kyle asking "who are tu talking to?" I asked "what are tu doing up?" He dicho "I got up to go to the bathroom and noticed that tu weren't there siguiente to me in bed." I dicho "I really don't know if I should leave! I have a really bad feeling about this! I wish tu could go with me!" He dicho as he sat down siguiente to me "I wish we could to; but Carter's too busy with school right now and Addison is still really small. It just wouldn't be a good idea to subject her to all those germs with her weak immune system. Maybe when the kids are older we can go with tu siguiente time." I sighed and dicho "I don't know if there's going to be a siguiente time Kyle." Kyle asked confused "what do tu mean?" I dicho "TBS called and they want to make a reality mostrar about our life after the tour is over. I agreed to do it because I just want to be able to make money without having to go anywhere. I put my life into our family! I just think that the superstar years are behind me!" Kyle asked "do tu hear yourself right now? Being a famous musician was your dream ever since tu were a little kid! tu can't just throw all the hours tu put into it away! I know once tu get back out on that stage that you'll find yourself again! You're losing touch with who tu are and tu need to spend some time putting yourself first; instead of everyone else! I know tu amor all three of us; but tu need a break and the best break for tu right now is the music!"

I kissed Kyle and got off of the sofá and dicho "I guess you're right." He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist as I stood at the cocina sink. He dicho "I know I'm right!" I dicho as he kissed my neck several times "I'm going to miss tu so much!" He whispered seductively in my ear "you don't leave for another two hours!" I playfully bit my lip and asked "so; what are tu suggesting?"

Kyle picked me up and threw me over his shoulder as he ran up the stairs. I whispered "be quiet; I don't want to wake the kids up because if Carter knows I'm leaving he'll throw a huge separation anxiety induced fit!" Kyle tossed me on the cama in our bedroom and shut the door as I asked "what are tu doing?" He turned on the water in the ducha, ducha de that was over our huge Jacuzzi tub." He carried me into the bathroom and tossed me into the Jacuzzi with my pajamas still on. I laughed and asked "what the hell are tu doing?" He dicho "don't worry about your clothes! They'll be off in a few minutes!"

I shrieked as the ice cold water rained down on me from the showerhead. I turned off the ducha, ducha de and started to run the water from the faucet. I asked "why is the water so cold?" He dicho "it's going to take a few minutos to warm up because the pipes froze last night! They are almost unfrozen; so it should be warmer any minuto now."

After stripping off his clothes, he climbed into the Jacuzzi and dicho "you weren't kidding when tu dicho the water was cold! Thank God tu didn't put the drain plug in to start filling the tub because this water is freezing!" I dicho "I hope it warms up soon!" To keep ourselves warm, we started a passionate make out session. One thing led to another and tu get the point.

As we lay there in the Jacuzzi with our bodies pressed up against each other, Kyle dicho "I amor tu so much!" He ran his fingers through my blonde fauxhawk and I dicho as I bit his bottom lip "I amor tu too! Do tu want me to check and see if the water is warm enough now to start filling the tub?" He dicho "yes; go ahead." I turned the water back on and screamed as I chuckled while scolding hot water hit my foot. I yanked my foot out of the way and dicho "it's definitely hot now!"

As we sat there waiting for the huge Jacuzzi to start filling up with water, I dicho "I'm going to be so lonely without tu sleeping siguiente to me every night! Nobody to talk to! Just me in a big empty hotel room!" He dicho "just know that I'm going to be feeling just as lonely as tu are when tu leave." I hit a button to make the water come out faster because it still wasn't that full. Then I realized I hit the wrong button. Sudsy bubbles came out of all the holes inside the Jacuzzi at full blast. Kyle chuckled and asked "aren't tu going to shut off the bubbles?" I frantically hit the button over and over again. I chuckled as I dicho "oh no; I think the buttons stuck!"

Before we knew it, Kyle and I were completely buried in bubbles. I managed to pull the drain plug with my foot; but that really didn't help the situation. I managed to dig myself out of the bubbles and pulled Kyle out with me. We both burst out laughing as the tub started to overflow with bubbles. Kyle asked "what are we going to do?" I looked at the clock on the muro and dicho "Frank going to be here any minuto and I'm not even dressed yet!" Kyle desperately shoved both of his socks into the hole that the bubbles for coming out of. He dicho "that should buy us some time!"

I went back out to the bedroom and put my clothes on before running to answer the door. I answered it and Frank was standing there as he asked "what took tu so long to answer the door? I've been sending out here for a half hour!" I dicho "trust me; tu don't want to know." Kyle ran down the stairs and I dicho "I have to go babe because I'm running late. Tell the kids I amor them and I'll see them soon!" He kissed me one last time and dicho "I amor you! Have fun; just relax!" I dicho "I amor tu too and don't forget to video chat with me at night after the concerts!"

After boarding the bus, I got on my laptop and started to play game of solitaire. A few minutos into it, I got bored and started to go through the pictures on my laptop. There were so many of Kyle and I with the kids. I had to stop looking at them because it was making me sad. I'm really starting to wonder if I made the right decision! I didn't really want to leave and I probably would never want to leave if it were up to me!

February 3, 2016,

After a long concierto in Arizona, I lay on my hotel room cama and my iPad started beeping. I picked it up and noticed that Kyle was trying to video chat with me. I accepted the request and he dicho "hey; I miss you! How was the concert?" I shrugged it off and dicho "okay I guess; I want to just come home!" Kyle dicho "you know; you've been pregnant pretty much the entire time you've been 21. tu should go out and have a few drinks!" I dicho with a worried expression on my face "I don't think that's such a good idea Kyle! The idea of me drinking again gives me a bad feeling!" Kyle asked "what's the worst that could happen?" I dicho "a lot of things!" He dicho "just have fun; that's all I'm saying! tu don't have to overdo it!"

I logged off of the video chat and dialed the numbers of a few of my backup dancers. They came up to the room and I opened up the mini fridge. The whole entire door was stuffed with cerveza bottles.…

February 4, 2016,

I opened my eyes to the sound of someone knocking on the hotel room door and noticed that I was laying face first on the floor. I mustered up the strength to go open the door with my head pounding worse than it ever has before. I answered it and was surprised to see Kyle standing there. He asked "are tu excited to see me?" I rubbed my head and asked "what are tu doing here?" He dicho "I know you've been having a hard time being away from me and the kids; so I decided to give tu a visit for a few weeks!"

Kyle walked in and noticed the hotel room was a complete disaster, he looked at me and I immediately burst out crying. He hugged me and asked "what's wrong?" I dicho "I can't do this anymore! I don't want this anymore! I just want to be normal again! I don't want the fame and I don't want the money! All I need is my family! I mean it when I say that I'm done with all this and I want to go home! Don't try to talk me out of it because I think for once in my life I making a good decision! All I remember from last night's grabbing beers out of the fridge! I only had to backup dancers with me and they call me and told me I had 24 beers last night; and was throwing up all over the place!"

I think finally Kyle noticed how badly I wanted my normal life back. He dicho "come on; let's go home!" As we walked past my manager Frank's hotel room, he asked "where do tu think you're going? tu have a contract!" I ripped the contract in half right in front of him and dicho "not anymore I don't!"

We ended up driving all the way from Arizona back to Los Angeles in Kyle's car; which gave us a lot of time to talk. He dicho "I'm sorry it took me so long to realize that you're done with being famous! I guess that means that because you'll be inicial all the time he take care of the kids I can open up my own body shop! Hey; do tu ever wonder why your dad put up with tu and your crap for so long?" I dicho "sometimes; I just wish I could know exactly what he was thinking!"

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