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Why do I have this painful, depressing feeling that Michael is angry at me?

I feel like he's so mad at me that there's no way to change that. I admit it. A long time hace (I don't remember if it was before o after he passed) I was being very stupid. A complete hybocrit. I fell stupid and like a hybocrit right now. I was saying things about him that makes no sense at all. Things that an MJ fan would never say about mike. I don't want to say what I dicho here because I'm afraid that y'all are going to be angry at me too. All I know is that I regret what I was saying. But I was just joking. I didn't mean any of those things I dicho but what I was saying was a bit much. I feel like no matter how much I say sorry to him por spirit, there no way in the world he can't forgive me. When I dicho those things, my mom was right there when I was saying those thing, anyways, when I was saying what I was saying, she said, "Valerie, how can tu say that?" Is it my fault? Is that the reason why I don't be having that much of dreams about him like y'all do? Is it the reason why I don't feel his presence? One time I had a dream about me and him in the bad era was in this dulces store and I saw a bag of dulces I wanted and I was saying," Michael can I get this please?" and he said, "no. tu can't have that. It's not good for you" and I kept asking him why. And he says, "you can't get that. It's not healthy for you," and I say, "but everything in this store is all sugar and candy. It's suppose to be like that," And the siguiente thing I remember is that me and him started fighting over it. Can tu believe that?! Me and the Michael Jackson, my favorito! sensational icono was actually fighting over a bag of candy! Where did that come from? Was that dream suppose to be something for him to get back at me with? Is that what that dream was all about? Just to get back at me? I mean, I was just sitting here in my room just minding my business and I just hit me like I've been shot. Then I just layed back on my cama so upset about what I was saying about him. The things I was saying w
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Sorry. I must've written this too long. Let me fill that in. The things I was saying are the kind a thing a hater would say. I am not a hater. I amor him very much. What have I done? What was I thinking? I can't believe I was so stupid. I just wish there some way I can let him know how awfully sorry I am. Michael is a wonderful, talented, generous beautiful /handsome, and very very nice man. He doesn't deserve to have somebody talking about him like that. Espescaily a fan. I was only joking. Just playing around. I was only saying what I was aging because I amor him. I was just joking around. I didn't mean what I said. Honesty. tu have no idea how much I want to beat myself up for making fun of him like that. Was it my fault o was it the devils fault? Was the devil making me make fun of him like that? Was it all becaus eof Satan? Satan is always trying to mess with me and ruin my life. Was is all because of him? I hope it wasn't all me. What have I done to poor Michael? He's an ángel he's Peter pan. I'm like Peter pan too.Who would ever want to make fun of him. I just want to just sit here and cry and cry and cry and nothing else. Well actually, also listen to a sad song but I can't listen to a sad song because I'm afraid to and there's a reason why I'm afraid to. Michael is very forgiving. I know he is. But does he forgive me? He did say whomever is a fan of him he conceters family to him. Am I family to him too o is he holding grudge on me? I hope I'm not the only one with this problem. I can't possibly be. Ok now let me just cut to the chase. Does he hate me about that o what? I am in like deep depression all over again because of this and I don't know what to do. It makes me want to do something bad to myself as a punishment. :'(
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liberiangirl_mj said:
Oh please girl, stop thinking like this!! If tu dicho something bad about him in the past and now you're sorry I think it's enough. Because the only thing that really matters is your amor for him. And I'm absolutely sure that from where he is, Mike feels your love.
And from your dream I understand that Mike really cares for tu lol :) Not angry, not anything like that.. And believe me, I know fans who don't dream about him at all at night, they are sad about this thing but it doesn't mean that Mike is angry o something like that.
Keep in mind that Mike was just like an ángel here on earth, and now he's a real ángel in Heaven. And remember that in Heaven there is NO hate! Only love, forgiveness and peace.
tu know, there are lots of people that before becoming fans were making jokes o saying things about him.. but when they became fans it all changed. There is no difference between us, we are all the same because of our amor for him. Nothing, but nothing make those fans to be less fans than others.
Let the past behind and live the present. Forget the time when tu were saying those things and just live your amor for him now.

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Itachi_Boy said:
Let me answer this , all the bad thoughts that come to our mind are from Satan and all the good and clean thoughts are from God , God loves tu más than 70 mothers , he definitely forgives any thing except the pain tu have dado to some person , only that person can forgive it.
But after lectura your pregunta , I'll say it was JUST A THINKING.
tu didn't give any pain to MJ , tu just had such thinking because tu weren't aware of what he really was , so its completely natural to develop such thoughts , don't worry!
I'm sure if tu had such thinking and Michael could feel it at that time then definitely Michael can feel your lovely thoughts about him right now too! He definitely loves tu , don't worry a bit.
tu accepted that tu were wrong and now tu amor him , that's it , that's how this world works , we are not aware of everything at first but know later.

And about the dreams , I will say that most of the dreams has a connection to life , now this connection is not direct , this connection is always indirect.
Your dream has a meaning , maybe the bag of dulces represents your connection with Michael in after life that he's saying to tu that do not do bad things in your life , always do deeds and good things.
I hope this helped :)
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Joelthomas said:
How could he be mad if he's dead? Fantastic dead people are in heaven. We amor tu and we miss you.
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MJ_is_my_world said:
Michael is not angry at tu at all. He sure was angry at because when i was 6 he died and there were música everywhere of him, i danced to bad then i asked my mom when i was 6 why is she canto like a guy and my mom laughed. Then when i was 8 i was crazy about peter pan teachers thought i was stupid also i was a prankster with a water gun, i had campanita stuff, i was shy, then while i was listening to scream before cama i had nightmare of him and demons but i forgot about him michael. Then when i was 10 i was stayed up to 12 am i usually stay to 3 but i didn't because when i turned on the lamp in the dark i saw his face in the bad era in the ceiling and then when i became a fan of him it disappeared. My mom now gets annoyed when i talk about mj.
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IMissTheKing said:
Don't punish your self. As a little kid I believed everything the media said, why? because as a child I didn't understand and must adults still believe everything they hear. If tu truly feel sorry, then Michael would have forgiven tu I believe. He was such a kind soul. So amazing. I miss him so very much. Just apologize to him. To me he's always been handsome and so very amazing! #IMissTheKing.

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