The pain dont go away... never

Loneliness is a horrible feeling. And 50% of my life, i'm alone. I live away from my father since i was five years old, and i suffer for that every single day. It's so sad tu cant hug your dad o feel his smell.
That's why I kinda understand what his children are suffering. It's very hard, really hard. I cry almost every night, cause it's not fair.
At least, my father is alive. But sometimes is worst knowing that our dad is alive and missing us, and can't touch him o kiss him.
So please, dont think that the time will take the pain. The pain still there, and every día gets worst. And they are so young... I'm with them, i wish them all the luck and the happiness in the world.

Sorry, but i really needed to say this.