There has been darkness in my life.
Misery, pain.
I felt like I could never laugh again.
People laughed about me.
Guys cheated on me.
My parents saw me as a kid and nothing more.
I've been hurt so many times.
I had a couple of friends helping me.
tu were one of them.
A very special friend.
tu read a poem written por me.
I was talking about suicide.
It made tu sad.
Together with another friend tu cheered me up.
Tried to give advice.
It helped a lot.
For a while.
tu saved my life.
We started talking more.
I talked to tu and your best friend.
I amor both of tu guys.
But in a different way.
Your friend was like a brother to me.
He cheered me up.
Made me laugh.
But you, tu were más serious.
tu seemed so wise.
Even though tu got sick of it, tu listened.
tu listened to all of the stories I told.
The story of my life.
tu were the one who gave advice.
And I realized I feel más for you.
más than just friendship.
Without tu I felt incomplete.
Talking to tu made my day.
But at that time I wasn't clever enough.
To see that tu were made for me.
I thought it was somebody else.
Then there was that night.
I wasn't talking to you.
Had no help, no consejos from you.
Only a message from my ex.
Telling "I don't amor you"
"Do whatever tu want"
He didn't mean it like that.
But I felt pain inside.
So I finally did what I was talking about.
I tried to end my life.
When I woke up at the hospital.
Everything was clear.
I didn't hurt anyone.
But myself, my family and all my friends.
I tried to hurt my ex.
And that was the last thing I did.
I brought my parents trouble.
My friends worry.
Myself a psychologist.
And tears into your eyes.
The last thing I wanted.
Was what I got.
The first one I talked to...
was you.
Not realizing how much I hurt you.
And still I got back to the one who hurt me.
Until he left me again.
I felt like killing myself again.
Though I knew what happened the last time.
And now tu were there to stop me.
tu and all my friends.
This is how I survived.
But then there was a hole.
A deep black hole in my heart.
I thought I could never amor again.
All these guys who talked to me.
I tried to amor and I felt shame.
Shame for not being able to love.
Why didn't I amor them?
While they were loving me.
But...
Soon we talked more.
It made me realize a lot.
Finally I understood.
tu have always been there for me.
tu beautiful angel.
Sent from heaven to save my life.
Sent to make me complete.
tu are my soulmate.
Now there was this feeling in my heart.
Stronger than ever before.
And I knew I amor you.
And I was shy.
But I told you.
Scared that I would get hurt again.
But tu are different.
Not like any other guy.
And since we were made for each other.
tu amor me back.
tu made my life shine again.
From the día we have been a couple.
From the día we first hugged and kissed.
I have been a new person again.
Feeling so loved and happy.
I just hope tu will never hurt me.
Cause there is this feeling in my heart.
It says
Thank tu so much for everything.
tu are my angel, my life.
It makes sense cause my life is beautiful now.
tu are my beautiful life.
And most of all.
There is this sure feeling.
The one that says
I will amor tu forever
<33333 thank tu so much for everything Mário!!! I amor tu más than anything! *-*
Misery, pain.
I felt like I could never laugh again.
People laughed about me.
Guys cheated on me.
My parents saw me as a kid and nothing more.
I've been hurt so many times.
I had a couple of friends helping me.
tu were one of them.
A very special friend.
tu read a poem written por me.
I was talking about suicide.
It made tu sad.
Together with another friend tu cheered me up.
Tried to give advice.
It helped a lot.
For a while.
tu saved my life.
We started talking more.
I talked to tu and your best friend.
I amor both of tu guys.
But in a different way.
Your friend was like a brother to me.
He cheered me up.
Made me laugh.
But you, tu were más serious.
tu seemed so wise.
Even though tu got sick of it, tu listened.
tu listened to all of the stories I told.
The story of my life.
tu were the one who gave advice.
And I realized I feel más for you.
más than just friendship.
Without tu I felt incomplete.
Talking to tu made my day.
But at that time I wasn't clever enough.
To see that tu were made for me.
I thought it was somebody else.
Then there was that night.
I wasn't talking to you.
Had no help, no consejos from you.
Only a message from my ex.
Telling "I don't amor you"
"Do whatever tu want"
He didn't mean it like that.
But I felt pain inside.
So I finally did what I was talking about.
I tried to end my life.
When I woke up at the hospital.
Everything was clear.
I didn't hurt anyone.
But myself, my family and all my friends.
I tried to hurt my ex.
And that was the last thing I did.
I brought my parents trouble.
My friends worry.
Myself a psychologist.
And tears into your eyes.
The last thing I wanted.
Was what I got.
The first one I talked to...
was you.
Not realizing how much I hurt you.
And still I got back to the one who hurt me.
Until he left me again.
I felt like killing myself again.
Though I knew what happened the last time.
And now tu were there to stop me.
tu and all my friends.
This is how I survived.
But then there was a hole.
A deep black hole in my heart.
I thought I could never amor again.
All these guys who talked to me.
I tried to amor and I felt shame.
Shame for not being able to love.
Why didn't I amor them?
While they were loving me.
But...
Soon we talked more.
It made me realize a lot.
Finally I understood.
tu have always been there for me.
tu beautiful angel.
Sent from heaven to save my life.
Sent to make me complete.
tu are my soulmate.
Now there was this feeling in my heart.
Stronger than ever before.
And I knew I amor you.
And I was shy.
But I told you.
Scared that I would get hurt again.
But tu are different.
Not like any other guy.
And since we were made for each other.
tu amor me back.
tu made my life shine again.
From the día we have been a couple.
From the día we first hugged and kissed.
I have been a new person again.
Feeling so loved and happy.
I just hope tu will never hurt me.
Cause there is this feeling in my heart.
It says
Thank tu so much for everything.
tu are my angel, my life.
It makes sense cause my life is beautiful now.
tu are my beautiful life.
And most of all.
There is this sure feeling.
The one that says
I will amor tu forever
<33333 thank tu so much for everything Mário!!! I amor tu más than anything! *-*