fred Mertz

Boy, I hate you
Why tu have to be the way that tu are
If only tu were different
It would make it much easier for me to mover on

I thought tu finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a amor that seems to last

My corazón breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting más obvious everyday
I’m in amor with you, again

It’s getting harder
To mover on without tu every day
But tu don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My corazón breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My corazón beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place tu will...