Actually found the time to write(: preguntas and comentarios are welcome:D enjoy(:
[[Sango POV]]
Beep Beep Beep
'What in the world is that noise? Am I dead already?'
I was slowly awakening from my terrible dream. Everything is so blurry when I first open my eyes, slowly getting clearer with each passing moment. I expect to see a bright light, to prove that I am dead, and that nightmare was very much a reality. I try to take in my first breath of air, only to abruptly stop at the strange weight on my chest. I thought it meant
something.
"I really am dead aren't I?" I slowly whisper.
"Mew." responded a voice
Now I know why there was a weight on my chest. On parte superior, arriba of my sat a manila kitten,giant red eyes staring at me with curiousity, twin tails
swishing back and forth like a tropical breeze. Kirara [[A/N that is the way her name is spelled btw]]
"Oh, hola Kirara. Morning." I greet groggily
"Mew?" she responded questioning me
'Am I ithat easy to read?' I ask myself astonished
[[Narrator POV]]
Kirara, the oh so intelligent demon cat. Having been with her master for a long while, she can read her moods without effort.
[[Sango POV]]
"No nothing is wrong Kirara, just a nightmare" I say nonchalantly not making a big deal out of it, even though it is one.
She gave me a look as if she didn't believe me, but trotted away nonetheless. I finally had the energy to drag myself out of bed. Not saying a word. Once I was ready, i headed out the door. Only to be pelted with the frigid winter morning stinging my face. I trudge down down the calle not looking where I was going. The crunch of pale snow fill me ears with each step I take. Lights suddenly flash before my eyes. That stupid bus. It pauses at the corner as I enter through the foggy transparent doors. I sit in my normal asiento and stare out the window, thinking and going into my own little world.
'" I don't want to be friends with some emo!"' Kagome's voice replays over and over in my mind. The sight of my blood and the gleam of steel pierces through my mind. I didn't notice the tears falling from my eyes. I tried to brush them away, but they refused to stop raining down. Sadness overcoming me. I kept telling myself it was only a dream. It was no use because it didn't help at all.
The bus pulls up in front of the school . I hop off heading straight inside. I didn't care for anyone that tried to talk to me. I was just focusing on getting to class. I needed to see her, Kagome, I needed to see if she really didn't leave me.
She was there alright. Her dark chocolate eyes staring straight ahead. mariposas suddenly rise up within my body.
'Oh go does she hate me? What am I going to say?'
"Uhm, hola Kags." clearing my throat and forcing a smile.
"Hey Sango." she dicho simply.
I sat down siguiente to her, suddenly feeling uncomfortable. I didn't know what she was going to say. Was she going to snap on me? o was she going to tell me that she hated me and that she didn't want to be my friend anymore? All these preguntas were running through my mind. minutos of silence passed by, with me making several attempts to start a conversation, only to fail in the end. With each moment of silence that had passed, I felt like I was going to pass out. I don't think I could breathe. She hated me, I knew it, but I was just saying to myself, give it time, she's not like that.
'Maybe I could bring it up.' suggesting to myself.
But I was afraid to say a word about it. The campana rang, I had no idea how much time had passed. Me and Kags walked together in the halls, five feet apart from each other, not saying a single word. This process repeated throughout the whole day.
On my way inicial I counted. Only six words spoken from Kags today.
Hey Sango. Bye. I amor You.
I wasn't even sure if she meant it. I got home, and went straight to my room, crashing on my soft bed. Burying my face in my pillow. Nearly drifting into a deep sleep, although I was afraid, of my dreams. But something caught my eye as a I peeked from my pillow. A gleam of metal, similar to my dream. It was a paperclip. I picked it up carelessly in my hands. I felt the end, fairly sharp, but not enough to pierce anything. A strange feeling welled up in my arms. A feeling I haven't experienced in a long while. Burning. An inferno. I need to put it out, quickly I placed the cool metal against my skin, causing goosebumps to rise. With a rápido, swift motion, I drew the paperclip across my arm.
"Tck, nothing." unsatisfied with the mark I had made.
Over and over like a broken record, I scratched my arm. Forming red lines everywhere, no blood in sight. I stopped after a while. A content smirk on my face. A voice in my head.
More
My smirk disappeared. No. I knew better not to go any further. I rose my arm up into the air, staring at it with curiosity. Disappointment looming over me. What if these mark would cease to go away. I laid back down staring at my blank ceiling.
"Sango what have tu done now?" I asked myself.
[Narrator POV]
Although she was overcome por disappointment, she really didn't care. At the same time she felt relieved. All that worry had gone away in an insant. Now that she had been reminded of that good terrible feeling.... only Kami would know if she can control tge very dark side of her that had been locked away. o has that hold been broken already?
[[Sango POV]]
Beep Beep Beep
'What in the world is that noise? Am I dead already?'
I was slowly awakening from my terrible dream. Everything is so blurry when I first open my eyes, slowly getting clearer with each passing moment. I expect to see a bright light, to prove that I am dead, and that nightmare was very much a reality. I try to take in my first breath of air, only to abruptly stop at the strange weight on my chest. I thought it meant
something.
"I really am dead aren't I?" I slowly whisper.
"Mew." responded a voice
Now I know why there was a weight on my chest. On parte superior, arriba of my sat a manila kitten,giant red eyes staring at me with curiousity, twin tails
swishing back and forth like a tropical breeze. Kirara [[A/N that is the way her name is spelled btw]]
"Oh, hola Kirara. Morning." I greet groggily
"Mew?" she responded questioning me
'Am I ithat easy to read?' I ask myself astonished
[[Narrator POV]]
Kirara, the oh so intelligent demon cat. Having been with her master for a long while, she can read her moods without effort.
[[Sango POV]]
"No nothing is wrong Kirara, just a nightmare" I say nonchalantly not making a big deal out of it, even though it is one.
She gave me a look as if she didn't believe me, but trotted away nonetheless. I finally had the energy to drag myself out of bed. Not saying a word. Once I was ready, i headed out the door. Only to be pelted with the frigid winter morning stinging my face. I trudge down down the calle not looking where I was going. The crunch of pale snow fill me ears with each step I take. Lights suddenly flash before my eyes. That stupid bus. It pauses at the corner as I enter through the foggy transparent doors. I sit in my normal asiento and stare out the window, thinking and going into my own little world.
'" I don't want to be friends with some emo!"' Kagome's voice replays over and over in my mind. The sight of my blood and the gleam of steel pierces through my mind. I didn't notice the tears falling from my eyes. I tried to brush them away, but they refused to stop raining down. Sadness overcoming me. I kept telling myself it was only a dream. It was no use because it didn't help at all.
The bus pulls up in front of the school . I hop off heading straight inside. I didn't care for anyone that tried to talk to me. I was just focusing on getting to class. I needed to see her, Kagome, I needed to see if she really didn't leave me.
She was there alright. Her dark chocolate eyes staring straight ahead. mariposas suddenly rise up within my body.
'Oh go does she hate me? What am I going to say?'
"Uhm, hola Kags." clearing my throat and forcing a smile.
"Hey Sango." she dicho simply.
I sat down siguiente to her, suddenly feeling uncomfortable. I didn't know what she was going to say. Was she going to snap on me? o was she going to tell me that she hated me and that she didn't want to be my friend anymore? All these preguntas were running through my mind. minutos of silence passed by, with me making several attempts to start a conversation, only to fail in the end. With each moment of silence that had passed, I felt like I was going to pass out. I don't think I could breathe. She hated me, I knew it, but I was just saying to myself, give it time, she's not like that.
'Maybe I could bring it up.' suggesting to myself.
But I was afraid to say a word about it. The campana rang, I had no idea how much time had passed. Me and Kags walked together in the halls, five feet apart from each other, not saying a single word. This process repeated throughout the whole day.
On my way inicial I counted. Only six words spoken from Kags today.
Hey Sango. Bye. I amor You.
I wasn't even sure if she meant it. I got home, and went straight to my room, crashing on my soft bed. Burying my face in my pillow. Nearly drifting into a deep sleep, although I was afraid, of my dreams. But something caught my eye as a I peeked from my pillow. A gleam of metal, similar to my dream. It was a paperclip. I picked it up carelessly in my hands. I felt the end, fairly sharp, but not enough to pierce anything. A strange feeling welled up in my arms. A feeling I haven't experienced in a long while. Burning. An inferno. I need to put it out, quickly I placed the cool metal against my skin, causing goosebumps to rise. With a rápido, swift motion, I drew the paperclip across my arm.
"Tck, nothing." unsatisfied with the mark I had made.
Over and over like a broken record, I scratched my arm. Forming red lines everywhere, no blood in sight. I stopped after a while. A content smirk on my face. A voice in my head.
More
My smirk disappeared. No. I knew better not to go any further. I rose my arm up into the air, staring at it with curiosity. Disappointment looming over me. What if these mark would cease to go away. I laid back down staring at my blank ceiling.
"Sango what have tu done now?" I asked myself.
[Narrator POV]
Although she was overcome por disappointment, she really didn't care. At the same time she felt relieved. All that worry had gone away in an insant. Now that she had been reminded of that good terrible feeling.... only Kami would know if she can control tge very dark side of her that had been locked away. o has that hold been broken already?