Your'e all i ever think about
But yet tu let me go
I gave tu my heart
And tu didn't say no
Your amor seemed true to me
But oh.. was i wrong
Your amor faded
As well as your voice
I was alone
and i had no choice
Time passed
We talked again
tu gave me a lousy excuse
I took tu back
But there was no use
tu hurt my corazón again
Tore it out of my chest
I can't stand the pain
It won't let me rest
There is a blade in my heart
It went all the way through
It reminds me of my love
The amor i shouldn't still have for you
But yet tu let me go
I gave tu my heart
And tu didn't say no
Your amor seemed true to me
But oh.. was i wrong
Your amor faded
As well as your voice
I was alone
and i had no choice
Time passed
We talked again
tu gave me a lousy excuse
I took tu back
But there was no use
tu hurt my corazón again
Tore it out of my chest
I can't stand the pain
It won't let me rest
There is a blade in my heart
It went all the way through
It reminds me of my love
The amor i shouldn't still have for you
why does some people not wanna be an emo?
We always get called 'emo' and it makes us content,
we actually take it as a compliment.
'Cos we emos are cool in our own way,
we amor being emo night and day.
We listen to songs with actual meaning,
and we don't like Mariah Carey o do cleaning.
We ignore strangers who tend to stare,
'cos they're stupid and we don't care.
We don't pretend to be something we're not,
we're sooo cool and totally hot.
If we're angry then we cuss,
we swear at people who dis us.
One last thing that we're missing,
we are very good at kissing!
I wanna run but I cannot chase the sun I'm hiding from the light because it is so bright I don't wanna fight because i'm filled with fright look there is the spirites they come only in the night tu wouldn't find me in the día of light morning when I'm out of your sight trying to escape the night the stars are so bright tu call to me and I'm full of fright I carefully look to the sky but then I look all around and see nobody is to be found I run from the sun I run from tu tu are not who i had thought I knew I can't I can't be blue as long as I'm far away from tu Is this true what tu are feeling that you're no longer peeling far far away where tu can't find me it is my time to fly and now I will say GOODBYE.
Tell me why I've been lied to
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
por my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt por a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, o am I just an idiot?
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
por my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt por a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, o am I just an idiot?
Go to sleep and close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
tu know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before tu drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As tu bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when tu start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
tu don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your friends let tu bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all tu need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
tu didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain tu hid so well
And down tu go baby
Straight back to hell
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
tu know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before tu drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As tu bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when tu start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
tu don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your friends let tu bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all tu need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
tu didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain tu hid so well
And down tu go baby
Straight back to hell
hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my corazón is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my corazón can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope tu understand...
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my corazón is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my corazón can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope tu understand...
I draw a pretty picture A picture on my wrist The picture keeps getting bigger Every time my feelings are dismissed tu think the words don’t hurt me That the actions don’t cause me pain tu think that if I smile I must be happy again I’m not going to blame it on tu Because I know that its my choice But it only ever happens when tu raise your voice I hear the screams and shouts And I reach out for the blade I do it without thinking Then I look at the mess I’ve made It looks ugly and it stings But it takes away the pain And the hurt Of all the other things I know you’ll tell me its wrong If tu ever find out That’s why I keep my arms covered I don’t want tu to scream and shout I keep my arms covered so no one else can see The scratches ive made on my arms There something that’s private to me.
Life is often like a fire, it dies out, and it does not last forever,
while some people hide behind smiles and joy, others embrace the fear, the fear that everyone drowns in, for fear is the one thing we can be sheltered by.
So as I dicho before, life is like a fire, it burns out, because it will not last, just like everything else in this world, the only remains left behind are the burning ashes.
Its hard to say whether o but change will come to our lives on this earth, but if it does, it surly will not be in this lifetime.
while some people hide behind smiles and joy, others embrace the fear, the fear that everyone drowns in, for fear is the one thing we can be sheltered by.
So as I dicho before, life is like a fire, it burns out, because it will not last, just like everything else in this world, the only remains left behind are the burning ashes.
Its hard to say whether o but change will come to our lives on this earth, but if it does, it surly will not be in this lifetime.
Restless
© Gina
I wake up everyday,
mainly to my dismay,
the pain it caused will never end,
I never had the strength to tell a friend,
how do tu open up,
when your whole life tu kept it shut up,
how do tu get the pain to subside,
when all tu want to do is curl up and hide,
this whole thing is my fault,
I couldn't tell my mother I was his default,
even when I escaped the crime,
I knew I would never regain the time.
Source: Sexually Abused por My Mother's Boyfriends, Rape Poems link
© Gina
I wake up everyday,
mainly to my dismay,
the pain it caused will never end,
I never had the strength to tell a friend,
how do tu open up,
when your whole life tu kept it shut up,
how do tu get the pain to subside,
when all tu want to do is curl up and hide,
this whole thing is my fault,
I couldn't tell my mother I was his default,
even when I escaped the crime,
I knew I would never regain the time.
Source: Sexually Abused por My Mother's Boyfriends, Rape Poems link