I sat siguiente to Duncan,watching another movie.I couldn't sleep because of cramps and such.It was now seven A.M.Duncan was asleep on my lap,and I was playing with his hair as I ate what was left of the food.I needed to eat healthier otherwise the baby would be addicted to basura food.I heard from Bridgette,that what tu eat most of when you're pregnant,is what is their favorito! comida will be in the future.So naturally,if I also don't eat lots of healthy food,they baby will hate it.But I was starting to wonder if I was carrying más than one because I was getting pretty huge.....probably just a coincidence.I thought hopefully.But that one dream I had....was shocking and scary.I didn't tell Duncan because I knew he would get all freaked and paranoid.I would NOT tell him.I knew he would figure it out whn he needed to.Duncan's baby blue eyes slowly opened."H-hi....sill watching Devil Wears Prada I see?"He asked."Yeah.It's a fashion movie,and I'm a fashion designer,what can I say?It just fits."I dicho in reply,kissing his forehead."You're such a sweet person Courtney."He dicho softly,and a little harshly.Duncan sat up."Well,we have a short honeymoon don't we?But,college awaits,I guess."He finished pulling some of the new clothes I had gotten for him out of hs suitcase.He pulled out a red and white polo."Babe,you promised tu wouldn't do this!"He groaned."Couldn't resist."I replied simply.He slipped it on,along with a pair of skinny jeans.I had already gotten clothes on,a long sleeved gray blouse,and white jeans.I got out of cama to talk to Duncan,who was now in the kitchen,preparing breakfast."Only healthy stuff babe!"I yelled to him."Gotcha."He replied quickly.I walked in to see what he wa making."Mmm...omlet."I dicho eyeing the food."I don't think so princess!This is for me!""W-what?"I started to cry."I WAS KIDDING!"Duncan dicho a little too loudly.
"Okay..."I dicho almost silently,feeling bad that I was making him so frustrated.He put his arms around me and kissed my head."Tell me that after the child's born you'll be that bad-boy I always loved again?"I asked him half teasing."Mmm...we'll see."Was all he replied with a chuckle."So can we go to the luau the hotel is hosting tonight?"I asked him."Sure,I guess,but I'm NOT dancing.""I figured that out."I dicho smugly.He reached over to hug me again."DON'T TOUCH ME!"I yelled loudly."OKAY I WON'T!"He yelled back."DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME!!!I'M PREGNANT!!"I yelled,upset.Then Duncan put up his right hand and slowly counted to five.I ran into the bedroom.That was a warning that he needed to simmer for a little while."You can come back!"He called out in a few seconds.I cautiously peeked my head through the crack of the door.I saw him smile sweetly at me."Come on babe."He beckoned lovingly.I slowly walked towards him.Duncan rolled his eyes."Just get over here."He dicho grumpily."I'm...gonna give tu another fve segundos to calm down."I dicho noticing the frustration in his voice.I raced back into the bedroom and closed and locked the door."I DON'T NEED ANOTHER FIVE SECONDS!"I heard him yell at me."YOU'RE RIGHT!YOU DON'T NEED FIVE,YOU NEED TEN!"I yelled back.Then he furiously stomped over to the bedroom."Open up."He dicho hiding his anger."You're angry,and I know it,so no skillage."I dicho quietly."Courtney,open the door.NOW.OPEN IT."He dicho through gritted teeth,his voice raising the más he spoke."You need to be por yourself for a few minutes.I don't want to risk tu hurting me."I quietly replied knowing his temper would flare at that comment."I WON'T HURT YOU!"Duncan yelled angrily in denial."I would never hurt you."He dicho tenderly this time.I slowly unlocked the door,my hand was shaking.I pulled the door open to see a mildly angry Duncan staring deeply into my eyes.I was still shaking,something told me to be afraid."H-h-h-hi."I dicho nervously."OKAY!THAT'S IT!"He began to yell again."I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE PRINCESS!YOU AND YOUR STUPID MOOD SWINGS ARE DRIVING ME F***ING CRAZY!TOTALLY F***ING OUT OF CONTROL COURTNEY!OUT OF CONTROL!"(Sorry for the naughty word little tykes.This is still however,a PG-D-L-S rated article.Bye-bye.)My jaw dropped.I had never heard him swear around me."SURE,MY TEMPER IS FRIGHTENING,BUT YOU'VE NEVER BEEN THIS SCARED OF IT!""I-I'm sorry,the-the kid is just-""SEE?THAT'S THE WHOLE PROBLEM!IT'S THE STUPID BABY AND IT'S NOT EVEN MINE!""What are tu talking about?It's yours!"I dicho covering my mouth."MINE?YOU TOLD ME IT WAS-""I know what I told tu Duncan.But it's not true.Sit down."I dicho quietly.He obeyed,and put his head in his hands,ready to listen."See,we kind of rushed into this marriage,because we were in a fight,and to get out of it,you proposed."Duncan opened his mouth in protest,but I put my hand on his mouth to keep him silent.He stayed quiet,and I took my hand off.I continued."You see,what has happened,is that I told tu I was pregnant DURING wedding preparations.We didn't even have the time to ask each other how nervous we were,or if it was a mistake to go through with the wedding."Duncan nodded his head and said;"So tu tested me to see if I was in this marriage for tu and not the baby."He concluded."Precisely."I dicho nervously."Understandable.But that hurts Courtney."He dicho raspily."I know and I'm sorry.When you're pregnant,you do dumb things.""No Courtney.It's not the pregnancy.It's you.He dicho harshly.I looked up at him shocked."You have some emotions that are from the pregnancy,and that's fine.But some of them,are just from you,and that's what your problem is.You need to come and talk to me if tu have doubts like this,not just play some trick that can really hurt someone."He finished choking down pain and tears."I can't believe tu would even think that...I wasn't married to tu because I amor you.That's just downright terrible Courtney.That's betrayal.I amor tu más than anything and tu know that!"Duncan looked at the cama and slowly fought tears.His voice was breaking,and he was really hurt."I'm sorry Duncan.I was just really insecure.PLease forgive me.Please.I didn't mean to hurt tu like this!"My voice started to crack,and I was having a hard time not crying."I hope tu didn't."He said.I swear I saw one tear fall down his cheek.I had brought Duncan,one of the strongest men I had ever known to tears.What was wrong with me?I got up,and walked out of the room,I needed to leave Duncan alone for a while.I stood outside the door,and watched Duncan put his head on the pillow,as he tried to sleep.He did go to sleep a few minutos later,and I walked over to the cama and laid siguiente to him,stroking his face.I knew what I had to do.I double checked my packed suitcases and wrote a note that said:"Duncan,I will always amor you,but I must leave in fear of causing tu too much pain.I am taking a toll on your mental,emotional,and physical health.Do NOT look for me,do NOT call me,I will find tu when the baby is born.When tu get this,I will probably be on the siguiente plane to Juneau,Alaska.Please do not come and get me,I would only hurt tu even more."I stopped escritura for a minute,tears falling from my face."Tell Lindsay that for now,if she could run my shop,I would be forever grateful.Tell Bridgette,Geoff,LeShawna,and everyone else that I will miss them. Always loving you,Courtney your princess."I folded the note in half,and quickly put it on the dresser.I kissed Duncan's lips for what may be the last time,and headed out to the airport.I was crying on the entire way.I had taken a cab,and the driver asked me what was wrong.I told him the entire story,and he replied with;"Oh,I'm sorry baby.That's tough.Don'(these are not typos,the guy sound like Bill Cosby.) worry though,it'll resolve on it's own.Want me to take tu back to your suite?"He asked kindly."No.That's okay.I know Duncan will come for me.I know he'll try.And you're right.It will resolve on it's own."He dropped me off at the airport,and added;"It's on the house.If tu need a favor anytime,here's mah' card."He slipped me a peice of paper."Thank you!"I called out as he drove away.I walked into the airport,when I felt someone's arms around me..... WILL SHE REALLY GO?WILL HE REALLY COME AFTER HER?PART 19 WILL BE OUT SOON PEOPLE! By:Lydia dedicated to laurel Wiley and Eili Adams
"Okay..."I dicho almost silently,feeling bad that I was making him so frustrated.He put his arms around me and kissed my head."Tell me that after the child's born you'll be that bad-boy I always loved again?"I asked him half teasing."Mmm...we'll see."Was all he replied with a chuckle."So can we go to the luau the hotel is hosting tonight?"I asked him."Sure,I guess,but I'm NOT dancing.""I figured that out."I dicho smugly.He reached over to hug me again."DON'T TOUCH ME!"I yelled loudly."OKAY I WON'T!"He yelled back."DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME!!!I'M PREGNANT!!"I yelled,upset.Then Duncan put up his right hand and slowly counted to five.I ran into the bedroom.That was a warning that he needed to simmer for a little while."You can come back!"He called out in a few seconds.I cautiously peeked my head through the crack of the door.I saw him smile sweetly at me."Come on babe."He beckoned lovingly.I slowly walked towards him.Duncan rolled his eyes."Just get over here."He dicho grumpily."I'm...gonna give tu another fve segundos to calm down."I dicho noticing the frustration in his voice.I raced back into the bedroom and closed and locked the door."I DON'T NEED ANOTHER FIVE SECONDS!"I heard him yell at me."YOU'RE RIGHT!YOU DON'T NEED FIVE,YOU NEED TEN!"I yelled back.Then he furiously stomped over to the bedroom."Open up."He dicho hiding his anger."You're angry,and I know it,so no skillage."I dicho quietly."Courtney,open the door.NOW.OPEN IT."He dicho through gritted teeth,his voice raising the más he spoke."You need to be por yourself for a few minutes.I don't want to risk tu hurting me."I quietly replied knowing his temper would flare at that comment."I WON'T HURT YOU!"Duncan yelled angrily in denial."I would never hurt you."He dicho tenderly this time.I slowly unlocked the door,my hand was shaking.I pulled the door open to see a mildly angry Duncan staring deeply into my eyes.I was still shaking,something told me to be afraid."H-h-h-hi."I dicho nervously."OKAY!THAT'S IT!"He began to yell again."I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE PRINCESS!YOU AND YOUR STUPID MOOD SWINGS ARE DRIVING ME F***ING CRAZY!TOTALLY F***ING OUT OF CONTROL COURTNEY!OUT OF CONTROL!"(Sorry for the naughty word little tykes.This is still however,a PG-D-L-S rated article.Bye-bye.)My jaw dropped.I had never heard him swear around me."SURE,MY TEMPER IS FRIGHTENING,BUT YOU'VE NEVER BEEN THIS SCARED OF IT!""I-I'm sorry,the-the kid is just-""SEE?THAT'S THE WHOLE PROBLEM!IT'S THE STUPID BABY AND IT'S NOT EVEN MINE!""What are tu talking about?It's yours!"I dicho covering my mouth."MINE?YOU TOLD ME IT WAS-""I know what I told tu Duncan.But it's not true.Sit down."I dicho quietly.He obeyed,and put his head in his hands,ready to listen."See,we kind of rushed into this marriage,because we were in a fight,and to get out of it,you proposed."Duncan opened his mouth in protest,but I put my hand on his mouth to keep him silent.He stayed quiet,and I took my hand off.I continued."You see,what has happened,is that I told tu I was pregnant DURING wedding preparations.We didn't even have the time to ask each other how nervous we were,or if it was a mistake to go through with the wedding."Duncan nodded his head and said;"So tu tested me to see if I was in this marriage for tu and not the baby."He concluded."Precisely."I dicho nervously."Understandable.But that hurts Courtney."He dicho raspily."I know and I'm sorry.When you're pregnant,you do dumb things.""No Courtney.It's not the pregnancy.It's you.He dicho harshly.I looked up at him shocked."You have some emotions that are from the pregnancy,and that's fine.But some of them,are just from you,and that's what your problem is.You need to come and talk to me if tu have doubts like this,not just play some trick that can really hurt someone."He finished choking down pain and tears."I can't believe tu would even think that...I wasn't married to tu because I amor you.That's just downright terrible Courtney.That's betrayal.I amor tu más than anything and tu know that!"Duncan looked at the cama and slowly fought tears.His voice was breaking,and he was really hurt."I'm sorry Duncan.I was just really insecure.PLease forgive me.Please.I didn't mean to hurt tu like this!"My voice started to crack,and I was having a hard time not crying."I hope tu didn't."He said.I swear I saw one tear fall down his cheek.I had brought Duncan,one of the strongest men I had ever known to tears.What was wrong with me?I got up,and walked out of the room,I needed to leave Duncan alone for a while.I stood outside the door,and watched Duncan put his head on the pillow,as he tried to sleep.He did go to sleep a few minutos later,and I walked over to the cama and laid siguiente to him,stroking his face.I knew what I had to do.I double checked my packed suitcases and wrote a note that said:"Duncan,I will always amor you,but I must leave in fear of causing tu too much pain.I am taking a toll on your mental,emotional,and physical health.Do NOT look for me,do NOT call me,I will find tu when the baby is born.When tu get this,I will probably be on the siguiente plane to Juneau,Alaska.Please do not come and get me,I would only hurt tu even more."I stopped escritura for a minute,tears falling from my face."Tell Lindsay that for now,if she could run my shop,I would be forever grateful.Tell Bridgette,Geoff,LeShawna,and everyone else that I will miss them. Always loving you,Courtney your princess."I folded the note in half,and quickly put it on the dresser.I kissed Duncan's lips for what may be the last time,and headed out to the airport.I was crying on the entire way.I had taken a cab,and the driver asked me what was wrong.I told him the entire story,and he replied with;"Oh,I'm sorry baby.That's tough.Don'(these are not typos,the guy sound like Bill Cosby.) worry though,it'll resolve on it's own.Want me to take tu back to your suite?"He asked kindly."No.That's okay.I know Duncan will come for me.I know he'll try.And you're right.It will resolve on it's own."He dropped me off at the airport,and added;"It's on the house.If tu need a favor anytime,here's mah' card."He slipped me a peice of paper."Thank you!"I called out as he drove away.I walked into the airport,when I felt someone's arms around me..... WILL SHE REALLY GO?WILL HE REALLY COME AFTER HER?PART 19 WILL BE OUT SOON PEOPLE! By:Lydia dedicated to laurel Wiley and Eili Adams
On monday I woke up of cource felling crappy. I didn't even get dressed before I turned on the T.V.I saw this sweet add for a show,Total Drama Island.I went broke out of juvie the siguiente día and thats when I made my tape.READ PART 2 TO SEE WHAT THE TWO THINK OF EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
''It's so freaking cold out here. Where's Chris?''Gwen asked, shivering.''He probably left us out here to freeze to death''.Courtney sighed. Everyone was freezing like hell outside, everyone but Duncan.''Princess, tu don't look so good, wanna share my blanket?' he asked kindly.' Sure Duncan, I owe tu one''.she smiled. Duncan draped the thick blue blanket over their shoulders, smirking at Courtney.' What are tu staring at?' she smiled."You, of course. You're pretty even when you're freezing to death''.he laughed.''HahaHA!'' Courtney said, sarcastically.''You know tu like it, Princess''.he smiled, as he kissed her warm lips.