If I died...

If I died...
would tu cry?
would tu scream at my grave?
would tu spit on my belongings?
would tu say tu finally "love" me?
would tu pray for me to come back?

If I died...
would tu wonder?
would tu see the blood?
would tu look over to my knife?
would tu scream bloody Mary?

If I died...
would tu miss me?
Would tu see the pain?
would tu see my pale reflection in the mirror?
would tu through your tears away?
would tu open your corazón and mind FINALLY?
Would tu see the red marks?

If I died...
my life would be allowed.
My dreams will be full filled.
only,
I found out that I feel inlove with someone...
he barely gets on when I'm open.
He's my new opening,
an opening to love...
but what if I died tonight?
I CAN'T live without him....
we're one of the nest friends,
but what if I died?


Can tu help me?
He makes me so happy that I could die,
only thing is that I wont say who he is....

Luv,
SG!

P.s. I amor him... :(