My Life As I Know It, Crashing Down, Now,

Hi guys :) malmcd, snootygirl, Annie, BB, and all my other good fanpoping friends, this site has just made me realize somthing important.... Not just about me.... About everything,

Let's start at the begining, when I was 6. And Winx Club came on for one of the very first times... And I was hooked. From that moment on I dreamed of a pair of bright blue eyes and long white hair. I know I know, totally weird Icy freakazoid. That was me, and my parents just thought 'oh tu know another faze she'll get over. But then I turned 9, and then 12, and I was still begging for the blue contact lenses and bleach blonde hair dye. And then I found Dream Diary in of course one of my fans wall. (SG) not that it matters. And once again I was hooked, and joined with my biggest fantasía character I'd ever made up, Izzy. And she was my favorite:) of course because I'd been fantasizing about this character since I was 6. But today I realized somthing.... When I sat down and reached for my pencil and flipped to my page in my most reciente story. And I saw my picture of Izzy fall to the floor. And picked it up. It was a picture I had draw 6 years ago. Her nose was lopsided, the eyes where to big and her face was a circle. Of course a masterpiece in my old 6 año old mind. The first thing I thought was 'how the he'll did this get here?' and my seacond thought was; I'm gonna re-draw this. So I did, I spent three hours locked in my room, and drew my picture. And when I finished and saw what I had created... I mean that's the best feeling ever. And then I got this huge idea in my head. Somthing that hit me like a ton of bricks. When I saw the little smudge on the drawings face....

tu can spend all your time wishing and dreaming to become your own fantasized character, but even she has her imperfections...