I didn't know Michael Jackson when I learned he died, so it didn't affect me that much. And I still can't believe Robin Williams is dead, I admired him so much.

Both of them hit me pretty bad but mike hit me the worst. I still can't believe he's gone. I can't believe both of them is gone. Robin never ever had no reason to commit suicide. I know he was depressed and all. I was depressed too. Very depressed. For 4 years. 4 long years I've been depressed. Sence 2009. I so wanted to end my life. I felt like nobody gave one single care about my feelings and I still feel that way. But I would never kill myself because I know that's the biggest mistake of all. The worst mistake anybody would ever do. Especially celebrities. Robin was one of my favorite actors. I'm gonna miss all my favorite characters he played. Alan (from jumanji) Mrs. Douptfire, and Genie. Mike, though.. He had an overdose. That stupid-headed so called doctor of his killed him. Hes the one who gave him those pills that killed him. It's all that doctor's fault he's gone. Mike did say that he wanted to live forever. He said that he is peter pan in his heart. Mike would never take his own life. You have no idea how much I miss him. How much we all miss him. My heart aches ever time I think about the day we lost him. That day was the worst and saddest day of my life. His passing was an accident. He was gonna do that comeback back in July 2009. But thats when that doctor got in the way and ruined everything. I was so waiting for that comeback but the doctor came and ruined both his and my life. He ruined all of the MJ fan's lives. I don't know about anybody else but I don't think I can ever forgive that doctor for what he did. Prison should be his new home. Heaven is mike's new home now. Heaven is both robin and mike's new home. There can never be a better robin than robin and there can definently never ever be a better mike than mike. And what do you mean mike is not Disney related? He was a one time Disney actor you know. Im madly in love with his roll as captain EO. My favorite Disney captain.

Bawled my eyes @ his memorial at the the Emmy's. I didn't have an emotional meaning associated with Michael.