Sometimes I don't understand
I disconnect my corazón and my head
why
why things happen to the people they happen to
why people hurt other people
why we, he, she got hurt
why tu hurt me the way-
pardon me-the ways tu did
no twelve año old should be hurt and treated the way I was
no one should be hurt and treated the way I was
and I know I danced around the truth
and I know I covered up your tracks
your lyin', cheatin', abusin' ass
tu hurt me
but, as they say,
pain demands to be felt
I disconnect my corazón and my head
why
why things happen to the people they happen to
why people hurt other people
why we, he, she got hurt
why tu hurt me the way-
pardon me-the ways tu did
no twelve año old should be hurt and treated the way I was
no one should be hurt and treated the way I was
and I know I danced around the truth
and I know I covered up your tracks
your lyin', cheatin', abusin' ass
tu hurt me
but, as they say,
pain demands to be felt
Shard of glass
drops the blood
Could have saved me?
No one
Empty promises
washed down the drain
Memories cut deep
harmful even in sleep
I'm always alone
in this broken home
There's to much blood
I'm not safe
in this nightmare.
~Kayla
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drops the blood
Could have saved me?
No one
Empty promises
washed down the drain
Memories cut deep
harmful even in sleep
I'm always alone
in this broken home
There's to much blood
I'm not safe
in this nightmare.
~Kayla
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My family tells me that
i'm very open minded with
the things that i've written out
inside my journal of poetry.
until tu read the compelling
poems tu will understand
why my journal of poesía
was written the way that it
was,
I don't want people to
look at my journal of
poesía and discriminate
the tranquility of this private
diary has to influence so many
people who tend to read it.
People around me doesnt
seem to understand why i'm
escritura this journal in the manner
that i am, so they can understand
why my poesía means the way that it
does to me,
i'm very open minded with
the things that i've written out
inside my journal of poetry.
until tu read the compelling
poems tu will understand
why my journal of poesía
was written the way that it
was,
I don't want people to
look at my journal of
poesía and discriminate
the tranquility of this private
diary has to influence so many
people who tend to read it.
People around me doesnt
seem to understand why i'm
escritura this journal in the manner
that i am, so they can understand
why my poesía means the way that it
does to me,
Is it okay to be
.....unwanted?
I go to mami,
To see if she
Loved me.
"you should
Be old enough
To know that
A girl who
más belongs as
A maid at a
White house
Because she is
A Mexican like
tu that I don't
amor you. I
Never wanted you"
I go to papi who
I call often.
" papi do you
amor me?"
Papi said,
"How could I love
A girl like tu who
Is half the white race?
You'll bring dishonor
To my familia. I
Never wanted tu I
Never did."
So I lay down on
My foster mothers bed
With tears in my eyes.
My new mami loves me
But why couldn't my
White mami amor me?
Do tu know how it is
To be unwanted? I do...
But know I am found....
Note: this short story is fictional. :)
.....unwanted?
I go to mami,
To see if she
Loved me.
"you should
Be old enough
To know that
A girl who
más belongs as
A maid at a
White house
Because she is
A Mexican like
tu that I don't
amor you. I
Never wanted you"
I go to papi who
I call often.
" papi do you
amor me?"
Papi said,
"How could I love
A girl like tu who
Is half the white race?
You'll bring dishonor
To my familia. I
Never wanted tu I
Never did."
So I lay down on
My foster mothers bed
With tears in my eyes.
My new mami loves me
But why couldn't my
White mami amor me?
Do tu know how it is
To be unwanted? I do...
But know I am found....
Note: this short story is fictional. :)