Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto tu
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
tu shake and cringe
tu stare and tu wave
tu grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
tu whisper a note
tu whisper a love
tu turn to walk
but find tu can't move
tu take some breathes
and count to 10
tu hold on to chest
once again
tu start to calm down
tu start to see
tu find a mirror
and see what he now see's
tu whisper soft
but yet still clear
tu take one más breath
and start to quiver
tu shake away the fear
and begin to trust

'how come i could amor tu and still it was never enough?'

what happens siguiente is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that tu realised
tu were más than enough
and tu always had been
it wasn't tu
it wasn't tu and him
it was him that tu didn't see
who played tu along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.

As tu know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and oveja (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, o mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, arbusto, bush ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.

After the trip we were asked to write some poesía that the arbusto, bush had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", tu know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...

ATTEMPT #1

The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.

ATTEMPT #2

The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.

ATTEMPT #3

The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.

This is a play I wrote.
There are three acts.
I'll add the siguiente two later.

(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can tu not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and jerez helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are tu talking to yourself o something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)

Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and amor another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.

P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I dicho was true.
And when I dicho I amor you, I swear I still do.


P2 - Catch me
I thought tu would be there through the times that I needed tu the most.
I thought tu would be there to help me
When your amor was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking tu would be there catch me.

I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung por Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.

It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they dicho they cared. I can't go back.

I can feel it coming. No friends tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.

Don't cry for me. you're too late. tu hurt me. tu blamed me everything. I can never go home.

I am lost. I will never go home.

I don’t think I could ever amor someone like I loved you
tu are my first and last amor
tu go I go
tu stay I stay
And tu might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way amor is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
tu will always find your self coming back.

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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So tu can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains tu can be my shelter.
I will tell tu my feelings and tu will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
tu can take me home
I will let tu hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch tu give me
I will be satisfied.

pain fills my corazón and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed por the hand and pulled out por a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb por limb, every string of my corazón played por the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, o so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion tu can't replace and I faced it everyday o so for a año and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my corazón and soul that tu will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...