My dress fluttered backwards, anchoring me back as I ran for my life, through the thick green Forrest trees. But that wasn't stopping me. my hair, usually dead straight, my fringe usually braided to the side now blue everywhere in a enredados mess.
"Emily!" my hunters called in anxious voices, bringing me to a stop, I didn't realy know why I was running, mas it because my boyfriend had been standing infront of me, and then with a blink of an eye, he was across the room. That's something khyrin should have brought up on a first date, I'm 17, I'm not in to chick flicks, I'm a frigan teleporter... o maybe it was because mi bestfriend, khyrins sisters had just decided to registrarse in, in freaking me out, Samarah, dicho he didn't want a rainy day, and all of a sudden out came the sun, o Katelyn I thought she new me better than any one... Stupid mind reader, o maybe, maybe it was that steph and kakira, ( the twins) went and controlled fuego and ice. o it even could e tht the only family I have left in the world, my 2 well 3 brothers ( but roran was out of town) thought they'd registrarse in on the party...
Well zennyk, felt the need to run 19 laps around the room within 2.57 segundos o maybe it was because Tyler disapeared. o it could have something to do with mi adoptive father, thinking I needed to calm down, placed a nice warm hand on mi neck and I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I'd just quietly stood there shakeing in my skin, but as soon as I'd had the chance, I ran for it,
Frayer ( my father) was too far behind me too slow me down now.
"Em" someone called bringing me out of my flash back and back to reality. I took off.
Fray had no control over my emotions so fear and surprise drove me faster
"Em " a familiar voice called, bringing me back to a stand still, "em, don't be scared it's okay, just hear us out" she calmed me,
" em" another joined in.
" Millie," khyrins voice called, they were closer than I would have thought.
I started hyperventallating, what should I do, what could I do, do I turn back, do I keep going, do I hide from my own family.
"Millie," khyrins voice came from behind me, I slowly turned to spot him and Samarah, a few trees away
"em it's okay" Samarah dicho raising her arms in reasurance. I took another step back, watching my hunters, a restraining hand caught my shoulder and a warm finger was placed on mi bait neck, shocked I jolted backwards to see fray,
" dad" Samarah dicho with worry, as fray placed his hand back onto my neck, as I tried to shrug him off.
He nodded obviousley understanding something I didn't, "khyrin, catch her"
I tried to step back again, but fray held tight. Khy stepped forward, his long shaggy spiked out hair, blowing around with the breeze.
I tried to shrug him off one last time, but fray held tight as khy stepped adelante, hacia adelante and placed a strong grip, on my waist, a shudder ran down mi spine, the moment he touched me.
"it's ok babee" he dicho , feeling mi unease
" ready" fray asked,
" yep, I got her"
I flinched away and he smiled an apologetic smile, his green eyes sparkling, tht wasn't fare how could he still dazzle me like that.
" Samarah go tell the others," I heard fray murmered before he placed his whole hand in the back of my neck and a wave of lethargy, washed over me, I felt my eyelids droup shut without mi permission
I forced them up, and tried to push myself away from frayers hand but khyrin held me firm and frays hens never left it's spot, I tried again with an even weaker push, but yet again I stayed still.
" don't fight it Em" a voice echod from the Forrest edge and I pushed mi head up with all my might to catch a glimpse of mi brother zennyk standing completely still,
" hes rite millie, lett itt take ovaa" the words started to slur together as I fell into unconciousnes
So tell me wat u think???
"Emily!" my hunters called in anxious voices, bringing me to a stop, I didn't realy know why I was running, mas it because my boyfriend had been standing infront of me, and then with a blink of an eye, he was across the room. That's something khyrin should have brought up on a first date, I'm 17, I'm not in to chick flicks, I'm a frigan teleporter... o maybe it was because mi bestfriend, khyrins sisters had just decided to registrarse in, in freaking me out, Samarah, dicho he didn't want a rainy day, and all of a sudden out came the sun, o Katelyn I thought she new me better than any one... Stupid mind reader, o maybe, maybe it was that steph and kakira, ( the twins) went and controlled fuego and ice. o it even could e tht the only family I have left in the world, my 2 well 3 brothers ( but roran was out of town) thought they'd registrarse in on the party...
Well zennyk, felt the need to run 19 laps around the room within 2.57 segundos o maybe it was because Tyler disapeared. o it could have something to do with mi adoptive father, thinking I needed to calm down, placed a nice warm hand on mi neck and I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I'd just quietly stood there shakeing in my skin, but as soon as I'd had the chance, I ran for it,
Frayer ( my father) was too far behind me too slow me down now.
"Em" someone called bringing me out of my flash back and back to reality. I took off.
Fray had no control over my emotions so fear and surprise drove me faster
"Em " a familiar voice called, bringing me back to a stand still, "em, don't be scared it's okay, just hear us out" she calmed me,
" em" another joined in.
" Millie," khyrins voice called, they were closer than I would have thought.
I started hyperventallating, what should I do, what could I do, do I turn back, do I keep going, do I hide from my own family.
"Millie," khyrins voice came from behind me, I slowly turned to spot him and Samarah, a few trees away
"em it's okay" Samarah dicho raising her arms in reasurance. I took another step back, watching my hunters, a restraining hand caught my shoulder and a warm finger was placed on mi bait neck, shocked I jolted backwards to see fray,
" dad" Samarah dicho with worry, as fray placed his hand back onto my neck, as I tried to shrug him off.
He nodded obviousley understanding something I didn't, "khyrin, catch her"
I tried to step back again, but fray held tight. Khy stepped forward, his long shaggy spiked out hair, blowing around with the breeze.
I tried to shrug him off one last time, but fray held tight as khy stepped adelante, hacia adelante and placed a strong grip, on my waist, a shudder ran down mi spine, the moment he touched me.
"it's ok babee" he dicho , feeling mi unease
" ready" fray asked,
" yep, I got her"
I flinched away and he smiled an apologetic smile, his green eyes sparkling, tht wasn't fare how could he still dazzle me like that.
" Samarah go tell the others," I heard fray murmered before he placed his whole hand in the back of my neck and a wave of lethargy, washed over me, I felt my eyelids droup shut without mi permission
I forced them up, and tried to push myself away from frayers hand but khyrin held me firm and frays hens never left it's spot, I tried again with an even weaker push, but yet again I stayed still.
" don't fight it Em" a voice echod from the Forrest edge and I pushed mi head up with all my might to catch a glimpse of mi brother zennyk standing completely still,
" hes rite millie, lett itt take ovaa" the words started to slur together as I fell into unconciousnes
So tell me wat u think???
My corazón has been punctured
It has never been broken
I’ve been filled with heartache
But that was unspoken
I’m always lonely
But I’m never alone
I live in a house
But my mind is my home
I’m not dead
But I’m not always alive
You’ve never been me
So tu think I’ll survive
I’m always so happy
Yet I’m always so sad
I’m always so calm
Yet I always feel mad
Maybe I’m normal
And maybe I’m sane
But I’m not feeling right
I don’t feel the same... <3 <3 <3
It has never been broken
I’ve been filled with heartache
But that was unspoken
I’m always lonely
But I’m never alone
I live in a house
But my mind is my home
I’m not dead
But I’m not always alive
You’ve never been me
So tu think I’ll survive
I’m always so happy
Yet I’m always so sad
I’m always so calm
Yet I always feel mad
Maybe I’m normal
And maybe I’m sane
But I’m not feeling right
I don’t feel the same... <3 <3 <3
this is a poem i wrote. i hope everyone likes it. this is the first time i have publicado any of my writings. Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Moonlight comes through the window and softly hits on your face
and it takes my breath away As I look at the wonder the wonder of my life
and it takes my breath away As I look at the wonder the wonder of my life
I draw a pretty picture A picture on my wrist The picture keeps getting bigger Every time my feelings are dismissed tu think the words don’t hurt me That the actions don’t cause me pain tu think that if I smile I must be happy again I’m not going to blame it on tu Because I know that its my choice But it only ever happens when tu raise your voice I hear the screams and shouts And I reach out for the blade I do it without thinking Then I look at the mess I’ve made It looks ugly and it stings But it takes away the pain And the hurt Of all the other things I know you’ll tell me its wrong If tu ever find out That’s why I keep my arms covered I don’t want tu to scream and shout I keep my arms covered so no one else can see The scratches ive made on my arms There something that’s private to me
She's like ran in the summer she can be bummer but no matter what I still amor her. She's got a smile that puts the sun to shame and a name that rolls right off the tongue. She calls herself emo, cause she writes on herself and listens to rock and screemo. She enfriador, refrigerador then any girl I know, she's a rocker chick who knows how to put on a show. And I amor to see her every día even though por the end she drives me insane. She makes me laugh with her stupid jokes and her escritura always touches me deep. She's really smart and she's humble and has a great heart. But it drives me nuts cause she has low self-esteem no matter how cool she may seem.
That's all I have so far
That's all I have so far
She wishes she could escape this horrible hell called life. The constant pain, anger, sorrow, and greif. She's constantly reminded of what she wants and why she can't have it. "Every one else is happy. Where did I go wrong?" she wonders. She cries as she realizes there's no escape. Except... but would it be worth it? Always worrying, wondering, watching. Would she really? Just to escape. She's reaching her breaking point. Soon she won't put up anymore. She'll give in. Give up. Permanently escape.
She lies awake at night afraid of what haunts her dreams. She can't fall asleep even if she wants to. Too many thoughts haunting her mind. Screams echoing in the night. She feels as if she can't trust anyone. She shivers under her blanket as distorted whispers echo around her. She feels as if something, o someone, is watching her. There is one that stands out among the rest. Still watching her, but she feels comforted por the whispers and respectful gaze. Not watching her, but watching over her. "Sleep," the voice whispers. She's comforted and does as she's told. She ignors the haunting whispers and listens only to the soft whispers of her dead brother.
She watches. She wonders. She waits. She can't do anything about it. Every segundo of every día ticking away like a bomb. Too scared to act until it's too late. She realizes it's hopeless. "How could I be so stupid?" she asks herself. She can't help hoping, wishing, dreaming. "All of it is useless," she tells herself. But if she lets go, what reason would there be to live? Time ticks away. She can't do anything. She wonders if it would be worth it. Even if she doesn't do anything, she'll wonder if it was the right choice. Hating herself for not doing anything. Wishing she could have done more. An endless cycle. Wishing it would stop. She hopes time will heal her. o maybe, it will make it worse.
They all have their eyes on the same thing. To them, it's just a competition to see who can be the prettiest with the mst makeup. They think that will impress him. Maybe it works. Maybe it just makes them look stupid. They're like lights attracting moths. Innocent-looking at first, but turn deadly if tu let them. Killers in pink. Turning innocent people to a life of pink, palstic, and perfume. They think it'll work. Well I refuse. No matter how many friends get turned to plastic, I will NEVER give in. We will find our own way before this world turns to one giant dollhouse.