cristianismo Fear. How do I deal with it?

PucksLady posted on Sep 21, 2012 at 10:48PM
My fear is that my cousin in the military is going to get hurt. I love him so much, and it's so hard. I just got a call from him, and it was great, but...it re-awakened the fear that he's going to get hurt. I couldn't handle it. I can barely handle it now. He's not really even my cousin, more like my brother. When I would go to Louisiana where my aunt lives, he would wait on the porch for me to drive up. The first day I'd be there, we would spend the whole day together, just the two of us. He taught me how to ride horses, how to fish, and how to hunt. He taught me not to be afraid of the outdoors. He taught me to be strong when others would tease me or hurt me. He taught me how to stand up for what I know to be right. Whenever I would need him, he would be there. I could call him at 4 a.m., and he would answer. He'd never get angry. He's the one I went to when my ex tried to rape me. He's the one I went to when I started to cut. He's the one I went to when everyone found out, and started calling me the "cutter slut". I cannot bear the thought of him getting hurt, or dying. It scares me to no end. Please, I just need someone to help. I'm so scared, and sad. I love him so much. I can't put into words how I feel about him. He's everything to me. Everything. How do I deal with this over-whelming fear?

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hace más de un año Bladewarrior said…
for god sakes deal with life u can't surpress teh fear of losing a loved one just pray
hace más de un año PucksLady said…
Ok. Thank you for your response. Please understand, though, I'm not asking for anyone's pity.
hace más de un año PucksLady said…
crying
It doesn't matter anymore. He's gone. He was killed in combat.
ILovePeterPan commented…
OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! I AM SO SORRY I AM LITTERALLY IN TEARS! Was he a Christian? At least tu could see him in heaven later! hace más de un año
hace más de un año Bladewarrior said…
ah im so sorry
hace más de un año PucksLady said…
smile
Thanks. It's been hard, but I'm getting better. I've had people help me. Thank you, though. God Bless. :)
hace más de un año Tdwtrockz said…
oh..I'm so sorry...
God will be with you~
hace más de un año PucksLady said…
cloudy
Thanks. I appreciate that. His death will be three months tomorrow. Not looking forward to it.