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From time to time, human emotions encapsulate me. If it weren’t for Zafrina, my friend from the Amazonian Coven, I don’t know if I’d be able to mostrar Edward those emotions. She helped me realize my capabilities, and taught me to use them to my full potential. He loves it though, when I do let him in. Somehow however, I think he’s quite happy not knowing everything. It’s foreign to him, exciting. I guess it keeps him wondering, which isn’t something Edward is used to. Mostly, I’ve used this capability to mostrar Edward how deeply, truthfully and overwhelmingly exultant I am to be a part of his world. A world I once never understood. A world that is mine now, forever.
I’ve brought Renesmee to see Zafrina as I promised. Zafrina adores our little Nessie, almost as much as Jacob does. Zafrina gets a kick out of seeing Nessie’s thoughts, especially when she sees how prominent Jacob is in all of them. Although she will never completely understand Jacob’s imprinting on Nessie, she sees that when those two are together, they bring smiles to each others faces. Edward sees this as well, and he is very grateful for the protection Jacob offers his little nudger.
When Jacob isn’t visiting Nessie, he is in La Push, back in his Dad Billy’s house. Billy is happy to have him back there. Everything in Jacob’s life has changed drastically, too. I mean, becoming a werewolf, fighting off vampiros in defense of other vampires, imprinting on a half vampire half human, and finally being able to be present in the same room as Edward without wanting to tear the paint off the walls, is a fair amount to deal with to say the least. He’s happy now though. Peaceful. Most importantly, he still looks at me as Bella. The same girl he used to make mud pies with when we were little. I still see myself the same way, too. I mean, apart from the speed, incredible strength, inhuman beauty, shield and of course immortality. tu get the point, though.
I am going to sign off for now. I will write again tomorrow. Edward told me today that he has a “BIG SURPRISE” for me. He’s full of surprises. I will write all about it tomorrow. Wish me luck - tu know how weird I get when it comes to surprises.
-Bella
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