I don’t understand myself anymore. I thought I would be happy now but I’m still not. I’ve been feeling so alone for years now. I feel so worthless and unlovable. I keep telling myself who would want to be with me. I wouldn’t even want to date me. I tried joining a Latin America singles club but I felt so left out. Everything just feels so wrong in my life right now. I don’t know if there’s still hope for me. I just want to let everything go and end everything. I’m so tired, so, so tired.