I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let tu go. I drive myself crazy, wanting tu the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him más as days pass by. It's been a mes since tu and Randy haven't dicho a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. tu can feel it and tu can see it. Whenever tu look in the mirror, tu see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at baloncesto lately. Your coach notices and he talks with tu about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can tu do Jamie? tu need to rest. tu can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I amor playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...