un amor para recordar

***Randy's POV***

Randy sees tu go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The imágenes of tu crying your corazón out, shouting that tu wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....

Heaven
It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again.
"I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce tu husband and wife" Hegbert said.
After the wedding
They had a big reception with so many people. The cake was huge. All Landon's friends were there. Jamie was happy that she...

Randy goes in your room when the doctor dicho it was ok. He sees tu sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits siguiente to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for tu por breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...

You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair siguiente to your bed. tu look around and tu realize your in a hospital. tu can't remember anything that happened to tu before except the dizziness tu felt back at Randy's house. tu smile...

I amor you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that tu are my one and only last love.

The whole day, tu and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. tu guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and tu hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's tu again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your cama and gets under your covers. tu follow right after and tu kiss him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...

****

Winter vacation is finally over and tu guys all go back to school...

Shawn: hola Taylor. tu think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. tu should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: tu should let go of Jamie. I mean tu haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know tu like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...

Is my amor really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this amor to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives tu a dirty look. tu get a bad feeling and she pushes tu and says:

Lauren: Are tu a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First tu like him, then tu break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are tu trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. tu dicho tu were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...

In the middle of the night again, tu wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. tu twitch and tu quickly yet gently mover Randy's hands off your waist. tu leave the sofá and tu run to the bathroom and tu head to the toilet. tu just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, tu look and tu see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your cama and tu plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. tu look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...

Randy: Y-yah sure. Come in.

Randy lets Shawn in the house and Brad sees him. Brad's face turns to >:0 and he says:

Brad: I'm glad your here Shawn cuz now I need to give tu what tu deserve.

Brad is about to puñetazo, ponche Shawn but his dad sees this and shouts:

Tim: hola hola hey!! What the hell is wrong with tu Brad?
Brad: Dad...you don't even know what he did to Jamie.
Tim: What did he do huh?
Shawn: I tried to rape her sir.
Tim: I'm sorry I didn't catch that.
Shawn: I tried to rape her...sir.
Tim: ...you know what how DARE tu try to pull something like that to a poor, sick girl and-

While saying that, the...

Even though tu might never be por my side again, I will never forget you. tu won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come por me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt por tu again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? tu always cared for them más than tu did for me o for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least tu could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and tu sit in the back asiento of Randy's car with Angie...

Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like tu Jamie. Not just as a friend but más than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, tu just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want tu to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want tu to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want tu to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. tu hear him get in his car but something pulls...

Why won't tu understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, o can it be me in the siguiente life time? Even if tu promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway siguiente to Shawn's car and tu see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees tu and Randy and tu get out of the car with Randy. tu quickly get Angie and tu walk siguiente to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to tu and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...

**October**

So a whole mes passed por and tu and the whole group have gotten closer, esp. Randy. tu and Shawn have started to barely hang out outside of school and tu spend the rest of your time either studying, sleeping, eating, o hanging out with both Angie and Randy.

**Friday**

Randy: So what do tu wanna do this weekend Jamie?
Jamie: Um I don't know. My grandma wants me to go to church with her but I'm not all that spiritual.
Randy: Oh. Well what days tu going?
Jamie: Saturday night and Sunday for a regular service.
Randy: Oh. Well we can hang out at your church then so tu won't be bored....

As time goes por you'll be able to forget everything...

You've been getting closer with the group while getting farther from Shawn. tu don't even bother hanging out with him when tu see him around school. tu just walk with Randy and the rest of the group (you and Randy have every single class together and 6th period too). tu and Randy have been getting pretty close and tu guys can crack jokes to each other now. In 6th period, tu go to your coach and tu give him the note from the doctor. tu look at the coach's expression while lectura it and he looks like 0,0...

Coach: Sullivan...
Jamie:...

**basketball:6th period**

You and the varsity team are all practicing drills and today for some reason, tu feel really out of breathe and dehydrated. On your water break, tu gulp down your whole water bottle but tu still feel dehydrated. tu feel dizzy and tu fall on your knees.

Coach: Sullivan!! Get your behind over here!!

You try to get up but tu can't. tu just fall right back down to your knees and the assistant coach goes to you, Tommy.

Tommy: What's wrong Jamie?
Jamie: I feel dizzy.
Tommy: Why don't tu sit down. Do tu need water?
Jamie: Y-yah...

Tommy gets tu cold water and tu gulp it...